I have a cat to keep me company lol, she's always fun to kick it with. Really talkative too with a ton of different voice tones so it's like always having a real person around when I'm at home. But seriously I really don't get too lonely, I enjoy my own company. And like I said, I'm young and my life pretty much just started... So that's really the last thing on my mind right now. I really just want to live and do awesome shit for now, alone or not... As long as I'm happy I don't care. I do hope I find someone in the future though that I can spend my life with, I'd love to have kids later on in life. But anyway, this dude fucks with your head and with your heart and is only giving you false hope. Maybe he makes you happy, and making him happy makes you happier... But in the end he is the root of your sadness and your loneliness . And until you either forget about being with him or cut him out of your life completely, you're going to keep going through this same shit every day.