It's all good "Ganga". My normal gig is a 5 by 5 with a led and a hps. But with the laws changing towards legality, I said what the heck let's try outside...
I had to use a chainsaw to cut down. The Ford 3930 to lift them out of the garden. Planted and only rain water for them. No ferts just the garden soil that has had manure mixed in over the years. The Praying Mantis was living in them. Got girth is an under statement...East Coast.
Dang bro, rough start for the year. Condolences to you and your family. Stay hydrated lots of water with a splash of pedialyte every so often. Hope you feel better.