i do not have OCD but i know exactly what you're talking about - anxious, nervous, excited, nauseous!Yea, that's what I've been doing today. Making sure I have everything ready to ROCK N ROLL. I have a bit of OCD and other anxiety problems and this has been eating me alive. Wish I had some chill pills, but I must hold strong.
Exactly, all those plus the racing thoughts - that's what really gets me.i do not have OCD but i know exactly what you're talking about - anxious, nervous, excited, nauseous!
those feelings will go away after the 2nd or 3rd hour of trimming and become boredom and (depending on your age) an arthritic pain in your hands from all that scissor work
cause it is new and you don't want to fuck up. don't worry - by the time you've mangled your 3 or 4th bud - you'll understand how the thing grows so you'll know where to slip in the scissors to make the closest cut.Exactly, all those plus the racing thoughts - that's what really gets me.
Booya, pull up a chair Boys the shows about to begin!Coming later on tonight. I'll try and document most of what I do during the chop chop.
and you ought to be! you can be proud you pulled it off and the buds look damn fine to me!Thanks man, I'm pretty happy with what I accomplished on my first grow.