I highly doubt that what I saw was an illusion. I just know it was real because I saw it, unless I was tripping off of nothing. But if I was tripping off of nothing (I dont take hallucinogenics) than why wouldnt I see anything else out of the ordinary that day or any day for that matter? Why would My eyes be "tripping" just in one little spot on top of My neighbors roof? I didnt see anything strange anywhere else. Just that one spot that I was focusing the BB gun on. Never in My whole life have I seen anything like it before or since. The only other real crazy thing I saw was the UFOs in July 2 of 2012 or about a month prior to seeing the being.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scintillating_scotoma
[video=youtube;gV_37cao38U]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gV_37cao38U&list=PL427FB20F40B153CA[/video]
These can come on quite slowly and last for hours. Not saying it's what you saw, but it is an example of the eyes 'tripping' on one spot without affecting or impairing judgment or other mental faculties.
Why is it subjective? It might seem subjective to you but objective to Me.
Being objective means it seems the same to everyone, so if something seems different to you than it does to me, it's subjective. More to the point, anytime any of us have an unrecorded, uncontrolled experience which seems extraordinary we have the question hanging over us of "how can I be sure". None of us, not one person, has the ability to decide for himself that what he experienced was real. It really is a simple question...how do you know you were not being fooled? It should have a simple answer of "I don't know", or else be answered with some sort of demonstrable proof. The way you keep answering is to appeal to self authority by saying "I am not lying". Self authority can only convince yourself, it can not convince us.
Right, but I'm 100% sure that I saw a being, but you guys just want 100% proof too. I cant help give you evidence that I dont have. I would bet My life that there was a being there.
Not necessarily proof, just some assurance. Something to tip the scales away from the obvious answers. Those of us who read your story know you can not provide this proof, and we are not mocking you by asking for it. We are trying to show you that, just as you said yourself, you can not provide the answers we want without lying. It's great that you admit that, now the next step is to realize you can not provide these answers to yourself without lying either.