ThE sAtIvA hIgH
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i dont think you are supposed to undestand dreams they are just that , dreams , youre sleeping brain creates the dream , and it feels, smells and looks like reality , ive had such crazy, exciting ,scary, exhilarating dreams that i could not even begin to make sense of , ive had things happen to me like , i dreamt of a friend id not seen for 8 years, 1 week later he shows up at my door , enough to make me crazy ? not quite , i believe every once in a while coincidence will throw up something that can be mistaken for something that connects my dreams to reality .Well i just recently moved in with my girlfriend, i've never done that before. Just got a new job, been eating only once or twice a day because of it... lol. I only did the praying thing a couple of days, but i agree with Heis on this one. I can't look to some imaginary place in my mind to give me comfort, i have to deal with it head on.
I had another dream this morning, i was in this white room, somehow i knew it was underground, i looked around and there were no doors, just a pane of glass on one side of the room, as i watched these creatures, about 8-10 of them came stumbling towards the glass, as they got closer they all merged together and came through the glass and this old woman appeared, she was floating and shadows started bursting out of her face, she was screaming, and i heard a voice say "You have to face your inner demons".
It came with the same unbending fear of a night terror, yet less prevalent. I woke up with a voice in my mind saying the same thing.
Ugh... i wish there was an easy way to understand all of this. But i have a life test coming up soon, and it's something i've been worried about as well. There is this girl, one of my good friends coming to see me next week. Shes actually going to see other friends, just so happens that they are in my area. She is super hot, and we both know we want to fuck. But i know what i need to do. I need to go see her, and refuse the urge to fuck her of my own free will. For some reason i think that will help up my resolve and give me a boost of self confidence and courage.
Thank you guys for all of your input, it means so much, this really has been an ongoing struggle. Hopefully this will help.
i love dreaming but i make a point of not to dwell on what happens in the dream world ,sometimes i can have my fun being completely lucid in my dreams but sometimes i can wake up and feel really shitty and freaked out about what happend in the dream , sometimes it can really alter my mood for days .