every once in a while... i say something deep jo..... here it is... ive come to the realization that i am the perfect {well almost perfect} balace between good, and evil, darkness and light, hope , and despair..... i love most people but i hate most people also..... im a caring ass person, but at times my blood can run cold, im sick of getting agg bateries and doing time for fucking people up..... but make no mistake about it... i will fuck u up!!!! i generally beleave in the good of others.... but people have let me down time and time again so the trust gone... i can be da most generous charitable person u ever did see... but at other times esp if i think u wronged me ima str8 jew with it!!!! i took many wrong paths in life and hit many rock bottoms and prolly many more to come..... but right now nigga im on top of da world.... im able to take good advice from knolidgeable folkks... but at the same time my nigga u cant tell me nothing.... i often feel bad for the poor, sick children, the homeless ect., but at the same time i feel as if though "if a nigga dont got shit that mean he aint greedy and dont want nothing outta life".... im soo fucking humble even has a child ask my momma even.... but yall can vouch for the fact im oe of the most proud stuck up mother fuckers u ever did see... i hold grudges forever... but my hert at times wants me to let it go.... my brain and thinking process beg to differ.... im the bright future of this world... yet in the same respect... its worst nightmare... at the end of the day my niggas... IM JUST ME..... CHITILLA