the chitown sourkush thread

nah she's a way cool chick she'd take the opium tea willingly ;) I just gotta get her over here to chill out for a bit :D
 
haha she has a hella cool mom from what I hear lmao. we'll see if I even get anywhere bro... there was hella chemistry the last few times so we'll see, send out the good vibes, good luck, prayers, w/e I'll take it!
 
haha you crack me up chitown..... she don't even live here sadly...this is why I'm feeling so shakey about the whole thing she's only gonna be here a few more weeks but I don't care I once dated a foreign exchange student from italy so I'm not averse to dating someone even if I don't see a super long term path.... I just really could use that sort of connection right now to really just wake me up...give me motivation.... I barely have any motivation nowadays, probably about 2-3 hours max of motivation per day as I'm sitting.... so yeah I'd definitely greatly appreciate someone like her in my life right now.
 
not just pussy yo.... like a straight up connection. its been years since I've had a true relationship with a woman because of my isolated grower lifestyle. shit sucks but it is what it is, I gotta try to work my way out of this.
 
poplars said:
not just pussy yo.... like a straight up connection. its been years since I've had a true relationship with a woman because of my isolated grower lifestyle. shit sucks but it is what it is, I gotta try to work my way out of this.
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ayyy man i told this years ago... blood in blood out... u in this for life jo..... man da fuck up... dont ever put down ur fiskars.. unless u buy a trim pro.. lol
 
theexpress said:
ayyy man i told this years ago... blood in blood out... u in this for life jo..... man da fuck up... dont ever put down ur fiskars.. unless u buy a trim pro.. lol
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I think dealing with a mother who has a sort of meth issue (she doesn't abuse it daily but she wont leave it for longer than 3 weeks) the bipolar issues and money issues just really drain the fuck outta me, so I hardly have the motivation to trim some days....


that girl is a trimmer btw, maybe I can get her to trim for me for a couple weeks.....:D
 
poplars said:
I think dealing with a mother who has a sort of meth issue (she doesn't abuse it daily but she wont leave it for longer than 3 weeks) the bipolar issues and money issues just really drain the fuck outta me, so I hardly have the motivation to trim some days....


that girl is a trimmer btw, maybe I can get her to trim for me for a couple weeks.....:D
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its hard to get off them shards after decades of abuse...
 
yeah my moms been into it since her 20's so it's kind of a lost cause. . . . . . I gotta deal with it though if I wannan grow on 5 acres on prime land.........
 
i used to be fucked up on them shards bro... id be outside and shit with a broom sweeping the desert for hours.... lol... didnt know why ... or trimming for days str8.... that shit will have u out there bad..
 
poplars said:
yeah that's how my mom is.......
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im sorry bro........ yeah but the old school tweekers that really do wanna quit and u can see it there forreal have a hard ass time... they just get all depressed.. they feel they cant even do the simplest things without there glorious speed!!! shame but fact
 
my mom told me straight up she couldn't tell me she'd ever quit. I haven't brought it up since. no point.

I think she thinks she can do things without it, it's just that it's fucked everything else up.


she has no big picture thinking, if she does it's totally flawed and fucked in nature, very apathetic and distant, very selfconscious and in a self-pity like state... its pretty annoying and a constant challenge to be motivated.


that's why I'd really rather be chillin with a cool girl smoking out having a good vibe than toughing it out alone.
 
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