harvest stress i call it, happens to us all i guess. it starts with creeping paranoia coming to the end of flower, u worry that the plants will get bugs or disease, then you worry that your gonna get busted, then you worry what weight its gonna be, then you worry about who your gonna sell it too, then you worry your gonna get ripped off or robbed , eventually you get it sold but by that time youve wound yourself so much you blow all the cash on booze and drugs to alleviate the stress...........and off we go again with another grow. what a fuckin life we lead. but, its got to be said its better than a 9 to 5 in sum fuckin shitty office.