Believe it or not,I think I wanna practice abstinence,self dicipline,and get back in the groove of studying psycology,and philosophy.I know your like,what the fuck does that have to do with sex,and the answer is,nothing,nothing at all,just training myself to have something in front of me,make my mind strong enough to withdraw from it,I think will make me stronger physically and mentally,and everytime I get a urge,I'll just force myself to read and study more,replacing the time that I do fuck around with a more productive activity,that will benfit me in the long run.I can't believe I'm doing this,but fuck it,here we go.