Swim has been telling about his absolutely fuckd up Dex&Mary trip. Yesterday Swim went to the mall trippin balls on 800mgs of dex (9.75 mgs/kg). He had to buy a USB game pad for his emulator (Which he called a 'Controller' which was just a bit trippy). So he drinks 64 oz of WGFJ starting at about noon and dosing with the last of it at 4pm. (WALKS out to the mall at 5. As he crosses the parking lot he has an experience that he reckons to be much like a salvia trip when dexing but he felt more lucid and was through the experience much more quickly with the message sent to him.
"This is a test. Just keep on going"
This phrase repeated OVER AND OVER AND OVER again the entire time he was at the mall tripping balls. Now, Swim was trippin pretty damn hard. He's pretty sure that anyone who got a good look at his eyes could tell. Swim had to fend off paranoia from setting in by reasoning that it didnt matter squat if anyone could tell as long as he kept his bearings, people wouldnt know just how fucked up he really is. Swim cannot express the point to which that phrase helped him maintain his cool, and make decisions during his trip. It seemed to be both a deep insight to the universe as a whole as well as specific instructions for handling every moment of his experience while at the mall. It was also everything in between at the same time.
Swim theorized what the fuck was going on while he walked around the mall. He came to the conclusion that he was being contacted by fourth dimensional beings. Himself to be specific. These beings exist in the fourth dimension. We are merely 3rd dimensional projections of these beings. It gets REALLY complicated when you realize that we actually extend to an infinate number of dimensions but it really starts to lose definition at a certain point. At the third and fourth dimension we gain the most defenition before it spills out into redundancy. Tripping opened certain portions of my brain that allowed them to send messages through. Which is what the message was about, they were testing to see if they could contact me. They also needed to have me function in an interactive and dynamic environment they could manipulate to communicate with me. So they said, "This is a test, Just keep on going." I could say stuff back. One i was fond of repeating was "Roger, coming in loud and clear."
When it was dawning on swim that this is was was happening, (4th dimensional beings contacting him at strange angles) he was more than a little freaked. He thought 'This is a test just keep on going...' but recieved a new message. 'No, this is the real thing, just keep on going'. He felt as if stuff was being crammed into his brain and he felt like his head was expanding like a balloon. THen he started having epiphanies about 'them'. He realized at this point that 'they' are HIM. Swim IS 'them'. They're multiple facets of the same 4th dimensional creature looking for ways to communicate with itself across multiple dimensions. Swim realized that his body was only a projection of the 4th dimensional being on a three dimensional plane.
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So, now that swim realizes all of this, and is sober. He's also put together a thousand connections between this and other theories as to what the hell is going on at it makes so much damn sense he feels like he's fucking insane.
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Fortunately he's not still hearing voices in his head lol. Still, the wierd part is that it wasn't just a 'voice in his head'. The message, the words, were objects, a part of swims being, they flowed through his form and were one with im and came into understanding in his mind through his self awareness and by looking at himself in third person he could see the words spelled out with his 'astral body' if you will (for lack of any better terminology).
Anyways....make of it what you fucking will lol. Swim doesn't REALLY think he's crazy but a part of him feels that this is really REAL. Fortunately the voices in his heard aren't telling him to do crazy shit....the're not telling him to DO anything. They're just explaining to him what reality is. There is SO much more that they conveyed to me that I wish I could put down here but the ideas don't really match the words I would associate with them. When I say, 'They have extremely advanced technology' I don't think it is the same as one might think that means. It FEELS more like their 'scientific understanding of their 'world' and their ability to manipulate it is stronger than ours and they're trying to help us catch up.'
I think time IS the fourth dimension. I think that's how things happen that seem like coincidences but aren't. There is a certain lack of randomness to the world around us that seems to be couched in coincidence but never is. I think some people call it God. And maybe it is. Maybe we are God. Which is more or less the theory i hold to, and WE, never I, for I is not God. I&I is, I always like the way that was put. Anyway, there's definately something much bigger going on here.
This just in:
Time is repeated. ALMOST exactly the same every time. DEJA VU happens when they change something. This is the fifth Dimension. So on and so forth.
Angels are 4th dimensional beings. God is the 5th.
Dimensions become infinate and redundant and like the mass of an electron, require a NEGATIVE INFINITY to create balance.
If I'm getting this correctly, Self-Awareness is produced by manipulating the lesser dimension.
I may be wrong about my dimensional assignments. In Khabbalistic mythology there were eleven total dimensions If one assigns 2+Malkuth for 3D reality, 2 archangelic, 1 Voice of God, ain, ain soph, & ain soph aur, and finally, God. Now that I think of it...Didn't superstring theory say something about 11 dimensions?
Wait that's only ten...
From what I understand one can supplicate up the tree of life. The higher up one goes on the tree the larger the 'adjustments' one might request. Those who talk about crossing the abyss report it to be like crossing a void, or a huge hole in the ground. Perhaps this is another dimension, one present by proximity of nemesis adjacent to all the dimensions.
The opposite of something is nothing. Not to say that nothing is not real. Nothing is very real and can impact our lives and define our every move. Whose to say nothing isn't better. It's just a choice. It doesn't matter anyway because...this is a test, just keep on going.
