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Garden Knowm

The Love Doctor
40acres said:
SO my wife is mad at me now for not supporting her decision to see her family 4 hrs away. I thik because i dont want to go. She says i am hardened. Noone came and saw me for over two years, and then they all died a year after i got out. Am i supposed to cry with you because your family lives somewhere else?
I need to smoke.
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karma

aahahahahahaha
 
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fdd2blk

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Wikidbchofthewst said:
What? Not uh! What'd you get locked up for? I REALLY wanna hear this....

If I were locked up, my mom BETTER come see me damn it....
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ok, this was while i was on the klonopin (8 years ago), yet i make no excuses for my behavior. i verbally assaulted someone i love. i did my year of rehab and anger management. not one incident since. i was in a very bad place and knew i needed help. i think i intentionally pushed it too get the help i needed. i knew there was 1 sure way to correct all this. a few weeks in county fixed me. took years to regain trust though. :peace:
 
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Wikidbchofthewst

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fdd2blk said:
ok, this was while i was on the klonopin (8 years ago), yet i make no excuses for my behavior. i verbally assaulted someone i love. i did my year of rehab and anger management. not one incident since. i was in a very bad place and knew i needed help. i think i intentionally pushed it too get the help i needed. i knew there was 1 sure way to correct all this. a few weeks in county fixed me. took years to regain trust though. :peace:
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I'm sure it did. But at least it got you the help and you're doing good now. God, I wish something like that could happen to my uncle. I think the only thing that will ever make him get serious about quitting his bad habbits is some HARD time. I mean, at least you say you knew you needed help, he thinks he's just totally FINE, and that WE'RE all just trippin.

He was like one of the few male figures I had as a kid, and it just really sucks to see how far he's fallen
 
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fdd2blk

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Wikidbchofthewst said:
I'm sure it did. But at least it got you the help and you're doing good now. God, I wish something like that could happen to my uncle. I think the only thing that will ever make him get serious about quitting his bad habbits is some HARD time. I mean, at least you say you knew you needed help, he thinks he's just totally FINE, and that WE'RE all just trippin.

He was like one of the few male figures I had as a kid, and it just really sucks to see how far he's fallen
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it's a BIG hole to fall into.
 
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Wikidbchofthewst

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fdd2blk said:
you ain't nobody 'til you've traded a pillow for 3 soups. :mrgreen::blsmoke::peace:
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Dude, ok, lol, this is actually something I get teased for by my family, but I have NO record with the cops. I've never been arrested, never been 'taken down to the station' NOTHING.

And like EVERYONE else in my family has (except my 11 year old brother of course). But my family even teases that HE'LL have a record before me.

I almost wish I could go to county just to fit in...lol, FUCK NO! TOTALLY just kidding.
 
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fdd2blk

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Wikidbchofthewst said:
Dude, ok, lol, this is actually something I get teased for by my family, but I have NO record with the cops. I've never been arrested, never been 'taken down to the station' NOTHING.

And like EVERYONE else in my family has (except my 11 year old brother of course). But my family even teases that HE'LL have a record before me.

I almost wish I could go to county just to fit in...lol, FUCK NO! TOTALLY just kidding.
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snickers bars go a long way. just remember that. :mrgreen:
 
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Wikidbchofthewst

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fdd2blk said:
it's a BIG hole to fall into.
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Oh hell yes it is. He used to be a really cool, popular guy. He always told me and my brothers he considered us to be like his own kids, and since our dad wasn't around, it really meant a lot to us.

But he's all caught up in his drugs and his life style. He's STOLEN from me, he's punched one of my brothers in the face over his stupid drugs, and he actually got both of my brothers into a really dangerous situation becaue of his drugs...

It's sad. I really miss the way he used to be. He was the very first person to ever offer me a j.
 
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Wikidbchofthewst

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fdd2blk said:
snickers bars go a long way. just remember that. :mrgreen:
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dankdalia said:
snickers in jail is like heaven to you.

fuck jail.
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Even better than cigarettes? lol, I don't smoke cigarettes, but that's always what the movies show them trading for EVERYTHING

*slams two cartons down on the table*

oh what, my money ain't good here? Do you know how many cartons of milk I can get for that? How many bars of soap?

What movie is that from, anyone know? If you do, you're a GOD
 
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40acres

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Wikidbchofthewst said:
You were locked up? And no one came to see you for two years? That's fucked up!

My brother did 10 months (not a long time by comparision, but a long time to do over some straight BULLSHIT) and I couldn't see him the whole time, cuz I wasn't 21 at the time....It really pissed me off
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None cam eto see me for two years. Can you see why i dont whine about loneliness? I also spent 45 days in almost total isolation. Life is good.:mrgreen:
 
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40acres

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Wikidbchofthewst said:
Dude, ok, lol, this is actually something I get teased for by my family, but I have NO record with the cops. I've never been arrested, never been 'taken down to the station' NOTHING.

And like EVERYONE else in my family has (except my 11 year old brother of course). But my family even teases that HE'LL have a record before me.

I almost wish I could go to county just to fit in...lol, FUCK NO! TOTALLY just kidding.
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County is the worst place ot be.
 
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fdd2blk

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Wikidbchofthewst said:
Oh hell yes it is. He used to be a really cool, popular guy. He always told me and my brothers he considered us to be like his own kids, and since our dad wasn't around, it really meant a lot to us.

But he's all caught up in his drugs and his life style. He's STOLEN from me, he's punched one of my brothers in the face over his stupid drugs, and he actually got both of my brothers into a really dangerous situation becaue of his drugs...

It's sad. I really miss the way he used to be. He was the very first person to ever offer me a j.
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my best friend dedicated this to me at the time ....




Fade To Black

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free


Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye











:mrgreen::blsmoke::peace:
 
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Wikidbchofthewst

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fdd2blk said:
I was me, but now He's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it to late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

:mrgreen::blsmoke::peace:
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That part is so true...I love songs like that, you know? Songs that you listen to and you're like YEAH, i know what he's singing about... I mean, who the fuck can say that about songs like "hit me baby one more time" or "sexy back"?
 
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