Padawanbater2
Well-Known Member
Stories like this lend much more credence to the mentality of being in the military. Most people here in America don't realize this perspective. You are still a kid at 18, that has to be taken into account. When I was 18, I was just like you, impressionable, naive, ready to raise fuckin' hell! It took more than 2 years of constant study to realize why that perspective was wrong, and even longer to understand the propaganda machine, something equally as strong as the war machine itself. American media is the 4th wing of government in the states. Accountable to no one, responsible for nothing, hiding behind the guise of free speech and political correctness. Every "journalist" that works for a major news outlet should be ashamed of themselves. They're the ones who got us into war.I was in the Marines from 2006-2010. I was a tank mechanic with 1st Tank Battalion, stationed in 29 Palms. In a twist I desperately sought to avoid, I never got deployed at the height of our troop increase. These days, I ask myself "Would I really feel like I did what is right by killing someone over there?". Honestly, that is a question that haunts me after I've been out for two years.
When I first joined, I was an impressionable 18 year old. I was told what I was doing was a great service to my fellow countryman. I didn't do it for god or country, I genuinely thought I was keeping the boogeyman at bay, if you will. That's the perspective that most of these people who give our troops so much shit, lack; the same people who shot an afghani woman in the face due to a fucked up EOF preocedure, were the same men who I watched cry themselves to sleep at night. They have wives and children too, it isn't like most of these folks are mowing down a playground and laughing in a sinister way. These are just scared high-schoolers who think they are protecting our asses. We all took an oath to "Defend the constitution against all enemies, both foreign an domestic", when we signed up. When I was in, that was taken to mean "fighting over in the middles east".
There's alot to it, and I'd be happy to talk about more specific points. That is the gist of what I saw though.
If you had killed someone, how would you feel today?
Be glad you didn't, that weight is unbearable to most. While you'll ask yourself that hundreds of times during the course of your life, actually killing someone is something you never forget (trust me).