racerboy71
bud bootlegger
i hear that... i was tight on cash the past couple of months and really was good, and hadn't bought any beans in ages up till like maybe three weeks or so ago when i got a pack of the double barrels.. even after that, i was still having money issues, and controlled myself again..just bought a pack of the kos deep phaze...it feels good to be buyin seeds again lol.
thankfully monies looking a lil better atm, so i splurged on the firestarters last week and on the dumbo's tonight.. i went and spent a lil more than i should have tonight at the tude, but damn, sometimes i just have to give into my addiction, lol.. that's why i always leave the prices in pounds sterling so it doesn't look like i spent as much as i really did, lol...
i know, i know, i'm not fooling anyone, and i'm just playing silly games, but it does make me feel better.. it's like when i used to catch myself driving over the bridge into the ghetto and i'd think to myself this really isn't a good idea, but i'd just push that thought right out of my head, lol..
once an addict, always an addict i guess.. just changed my addictions is all.. at least beans aren't going to kill me or send me off to another rehab, lol..