lol we all have those from time to time, but think about it, how are you gonna run a light at night on a plant thats supposed to be hidden.
Might as well plant it out in the middle of your yard bro, just as big of a chance. Let her start to show sex, that just lets you know you need to take
very good care of HER for the next few months. If it starts to get extra extra tall / and or shows lil grape looking pods you will need to pull HIM up.
Plants can triple their height in the flowering stage so dont be scared of her being to short, still some growing to be done id bet.
Didn't mean to come off harsh at all. Just would rather keep conversating with you on here than wondering how long youll be in for.