smokermore
Well-Known Member
And 420 is tomorrow
maybe ill start 4/21. I made a thread like this a year ago saying pretty much the same thing, unfortunatly i never followed thru and ive been smoking like a train ever since.
Im sooo addicted to weed that its been causing problems. Bottom line is i just strait up abuse it. I smoke so much to where i dont feel like doing anything else. Its getting so bad to where im getting too lazy to even water my babies.
Whenever im not high, all i think about is getting high. But when i get high, i literally dont feel like doing anything except playing video games. Like ill wake up in the morning thinking of all the stuff i need to do, groceries, clean, ect...but after i smoke, no more motivation. I think alot of it has to do with anxiety?
I know i should definatley cut back, it just seems really hard. If i could only get over my anxiety when i smoke i think my life would be alot better. Like uh, when i go to the store high, or anywhere in public, i feel really uncomfortable, like everyone is staring at me. My family raised me to believe smoking weed is bad, so i think i have it programmed in my head to try to hide it, making me more paranoid? lol idk, its a shitty situation im in. My girlfriend can smoke a blunt, and then go straight to class or work or wherever, doesnt seem to bother her.
Is there any way i can continue to smoke and have less anxiety? Im thinking ill just have to try my hardest to cut back. Its just almost impossible to stop when i have all this good bud, and i think my gf doesnt plan on cutting back so there will be alot of smoking going on in front of me.
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Im sooo addicted to weed that its been causing problems. Bottom line is i just strait up abuse it. I smoke so much to where i dont feel like doing anything else. Its getting so bad to where im getting too lazy to even water my babies.
Whenever im not high, all i think about is getting high. But when i get high, i literally dont feel like doing anything except playing video games. Like ill wake up in the morning thinking of all the stuff i need to do, groceries, clean, ect...but after i smoke, no more motivation. I think alot of it has to do with anxiety?
I know i should definatley cut back, it just seems really hard. If i could only get over my anxiety when i smoke i think my life would be alot better. Like uh, when i go to the store high, or anywhere in public, i feel really uncomfortable, like everyone is staring at me. My family raised me to believe smoking weed is bad, so i think i have it programmed in my head to try to hide it, making me more paranoid? lol idk, its a shitty situation im in. My girlfriend can smoke a blunt, and then go straight to class or work or wherever, doesnt seem to bother her.
Is there any way i can continue to smoke and have less anxiety? Im thinking ill just have to try my hardest to cut back. Its just almost impossible to stop when i have all this good bud, and i think my gf doesnt plan on cutting back so there will be alot of smoking going on in front of me.