bongtokinjuggalo
Well-Known Member
I think something evil has possessed my mind.
About a month ago as I was trying to sleep I look up at the wall across from my bed and I saw what looked like a person made of shadows trying to climb out of the wall. I just closed my eyes and tried to ignore it. Then a few minutes later it felt like a fingertip was going down the length of my shin. After that my legs got really really cold.
The other night not even five minutes after I laid down to sleep I heard what sounded like one of my dogs near my desk, so I jumped up and turned the lights on and nothing was there. I tried going back to sleep but I kept hearing two things : what sounding like paper folding over and over, and very quiet TV static. I am very familiar with the sounds of my room and house, no one was awake but me at that point and what I was hearing what very unusual.
I have had three dreams where I am laying down and suddenly I can't move or breathe, and when I try to call for help nothing comes out. Right before I die in the dream I wake up, but I am still in the same state as I was in the dream, paralyzed and unable to breathe or talk. This subsides after about 3 to 5 seconds though.
Now the last week or so I have had emotions I haven't felt in a long time, and I am developing harsh feelings towards some of my friends. Right now I am filled with hate towards the world while at the same time the world is depressing me. I feel like my friends are using me and that I should never be with them again. Above all, suicide is constantly in my mind.
I have told my family and friends about most of this. My mom says its night terrors. My stepfather and dad both say it's demons.
If it is a demon or evil spirit then I don't know how to deal with it. My religion, or lack thereof I guess makes me weak and susceptible to this evil.
What can I do?
About a month ago as I was trying to sleep I look up at the wall across from my bed and I saw what looked like a person made of shadows trying to climb out of the wall. I just closed my eyes and tried to ignore it. Then a few minutes later it felt like a fingertip was going down the length of my shin. After that my legs got really really cold.
The other night not even five minutes after I laid down to sleep I heard what sounded like one of my dogs near my desk, so I jumped up and turned the lights on and nothing was there. I tried going back to sleep but I kept hearing two things : what sounding like paper folding over and over, and very quiet TV static. I am very familiar with the sounds of my room and house, no one was awake but me at that point and what I was hearing what very unusual.
I have had three dreams where I am laying down and suddenly I can't move or breathe, and when I try to call for help nothing comes out. Right before I die in the dream I wake up, but I am still in the same state as I was in the dream, paralyzed and unable to breathe or talk. This subsides after about 3 to 5 seconds though.
Now the last week or so I have had emotions I haven't felt in a long time, and I am developing harsh feelings towards some of my friends. Right now I am filled with hate towards the world while at the same time the world is depressing me. I feel like my friends are using me and that I should never be with them again. Above all, suicide is constantly in my mind.
I have told my family and friends about most of this. My mom says its night terrors. My stepfather and dad both say it's demons.
If it is a demon or evil spirit then I don't know how to deal with it. My religion, or lack thereof I guess makes me weak and susceptible to this evil.
What can I do?
