im also a business owner. this economy the last two years has really jammed me in the ass... oh well though, im still paying the bills and i have plenty of top shelf herb to help me through
I have been bursting with desirable and (Im sure) successful business ideas for years, and followed trades that paid the bills instead, eventually to the point I have been self employed for a couple years working in those trades. All the while I have developed each of those more desirable business ideas in my mind and learned about those business trades as hobbies and in my spare time. I have visions of them so clear in my mind, and a fairly firm understanding of the markets, and how to successfully get them started and operating smoothly. What I am lacking is leadership, start up capital, and the fact that none of these businesses really revolve around me, but rather the businesses themselves, and the other people having the same ambitions to see them to fruition that are willing to make a vested interest in creating and keeping them. Seems the one I have been doing on my own is really the one I never wanted to do or saw myself doing, though I have been slowly and unintentionally been building it up over the years. You know, people always want sprinkler systems put in, or need a new roof or some kind of household repair, or want a garden put in, or trees cleared, or fences built, treehouses, decks, cabins or whatever...... those kinds of work have always been very available to me..... but its really not what I want to say is all I accomplished in my life...... As RDRFN420 said- I
Should write, and on that same wavelength I feel I should get these other businesses together. That is what I want to say I did with my life. I feel doing those things would leave a watermark of hope in the world, and maybe provide the spark for true positive changes, or at least times and places of happy memories and good times? That may be a dreamers dream, but it is mine to dream, and maybe our children's to hold..... maybe my childrens to hold, a father to be proud of. Memories of people doing good things in the world, loving each other and being free to give it out. Times of people coming together, and enjoying each others company, and sharing precious ideas and feelings about life. People building great things out of ideas, hard work, wisdom, and love.... and the world benefiting from it. A dreamers dream.....
The more I move into the business I have already been establishing, my unintentional adventure..... the more I feel I am moving away from bigger parts of myself.... and denying my inner potential. I realize that life is short. I feel my life may be shorter than many. I want to make sure that every minute counts. Its my life. I am young..... so I ask myself..... is there enough time for it all, and this unintentional adventure, or is this unintentional adventure going to pave the way to the life I never wanted? I'm so confused. I suppose the question may be more at times..... which direction am I going to play into my fears? Because the other businesses entail activities that may be more than I ever asked for...... if it all works out,
