THELOADEDDRAGON'S 2010 Outdoor

[doublejj]

Don't let the bastards get to you TLD!

Keep your chin up, Spring is here and things are about to really get pop'in!

Your gonna have a good season & it will pull you out of this.

Peace
doublejj
P.S. I could have a carport greenhouse set-up at your place this weekend!

 

[theloadeddragon]

Thanks Double JJ... only wish I could take you up on the offer...

 

[northeastern lights]

electricity is scheduled to go off tomorrow. If it does, everything goes outside.

I am being haunted by nightmares every night now. Nightmares always about the same thing.... losing that which matters most. Im not sleeping these days.

Damn TLD , what the hell happened?

 

[theloadeddragon]

I'll send yah a message

 

[theloadeddragon]

I am going to sleep now. Good night.

Hopefully I see you when I wake up.

If not. The love is always there... and of course my location will always remain the same

 

[husalife]

Hope all is well bro!!!!!

 

[Copycat]

problems with my plants defiantly stress me out more than problems with my woman. Women are a dime a dozen but clones and seeds are way more expensive and really stress me out when things go bad. But you can always just blame the economy or the president for your plant problems. Thats what I do. To cheer up i suggest buying a new bong or piece to smoke out of. That usually makes me happy for a while.

 

[smalltownDill]

damn bro, im with the guys i hope all is well. pm me and we'll talk about it if you want, im usually a good helper in times of need. take care buddy

 

[#1Raiderfan420]

I hope ll is well TLD. You have been dealing with some shit latley. Things will get better, you heard it here first. Only good vibes your way my firend.

 

[theloadeddragon]

thanks guys..... ten years and I still feel the same.... this will always be one of my favorites..... I am always, and never.... speaking to you, speaking of you.... always.... never.....

Droning Waters
My heart bleeds and I wonder if there is a better way to express myself than through pathetic words in some random rendition of metaphoric dabble. If anything there should be something better than to babble on about things that are gone, things that are done and worthless but to learn to care for them is life. And you as you listen condescend and judge me, put me somewhere else and place yourself above me.
While I walk I float on heavenly sorrow, and while I talk of the nothing that I know, life goes on, we breathe all the more, and what do we live for? What do you live for? Everywhere I go there is no way to escape, everything I do the truth seeps, and all that I know is how I am desperate. I want to get out and go away. I want to see anything but my reflection, and the pain in my soul from all of the deception that I have found in you.
Drinking brandy, in shots. Molding mud in our hands, Acting like everything is dandy, and watching tv to waste our lives and watching our lives be deprived of justice and acceptance understanding and love. Well what do we do when we’ve had enough? I’ll tell you it’ll kill you to love things so much, and when it comes down to it, no ones gotten around to it, so its not worth the thought.
Sandy beaches are washed away every day by the salty tide. Receding and increasing the wealth of the sea. One day I wish that it would take me. Some day I hope that I will go under, so that I’m powerless and not left to wonder about all of you people who I have come to contact, swept away without the will to react, to my own selfish desires and my hate of this truth, that if only one thing I knew is that what would come would leave me in ruin. The powerful powerlessness of being human.
I want to decide how the world twists on axis, and I want to make time my slave. So when I can get home I know I’ll get laid. And when we are done she will be gone so I can just sit and drink some wine. So I can get swept away on this everyday in my mind.
theloadeddragon

 

[svchop889]

Life is the longest test you will ever take, it is a series of tests. Sometimes when it seems you have passed the hardest part it just gets harder. If you are slapped you offer your other cheek to be slapped. If someone steals from you you ask them what it is they really need. You treat everyone as your brother or sister regardless of how they treat you, and you love. Life without love is not life.

From what I have read I feel like you are passing. I feel like you are a good person. So I am subscribing and I will be here to help If I can.

Keep on walking brother.


-svchop889

 

[theloadeddragon]

Life is the longest test you will ever take, it is a series of tests. Sometimes when it seems you have passed the hardest part it just gets harder. If you are slapped you offer your other cheek to be slapped. If someone steals from you you ask them what it is they really need. You treat everyone as your brother or sister regardless of how they treat you, and you love. Life without love is not life.

From what I have read I feel like you are passing. I feel like you are a good person. So I am subscribing and I will be here to help If I can.

Keep on walking brother.


-svchop889

so much said in so little space, and I agree completely. Thank you.
Life is a test, and is a series of tests.... and is really so much more. I have been looking around yesterday and today. Just looking. Just breathing. Just smoking. well I took apart a couple chainsaws and scratched my head a bunch too.... as I was looking around though...... a feeling, a good feeling, came into me. That its OK, no matter what its OK, because I choose for it to be.

Besides, life can't be too bad, and yah can't get too sad, when your perpetually harvesting, . You really want to help? Come BBQ, smoke some, and laugh with me. Good times..... good people to share good times with.... and I have a bountiful basket to choose from here, .

Man its beautiful outside these days, and the weather is being quite complementary (accept it overwatered my plants outside a little bit when it rained a little unexpectedly).

 

[northeastern lights]

I take it the power is on TLD?

 

[theloadeddragon]

for now..... nothing has changed....

 

[northeastern lights]

Hoping for the best bro, keep your chin up. Tommorow is another day.

 

[theloadeddragon]

yeah would have been another day of work..... but some dumb ass messed up my Husky 365! ....

 

[svchop889]

I have a stihl 290 and a 310, the 310 has a 40'' bar, I'll come cut some shit up.

 

[theloadeddragon]

I need a saw to work with every day. I need to be able to bring it home and use it for anything that needs done around here too. Its funny I was just commenting on another site that after using the 365 consistantly, and now using other saws.... makes me really miss the 365.... no other saw like it...

but hey... if you want to put in a day doing some bucking, dropping, limbing, maybe burning etc. feel free to come on down hehe.

 

[northeastern lights]

I have a stihl 290 and a 310, the 310 has a 40'' bar, I'll come cut some shit up.

40" bar sweet. Makes the 18" old ass johnson piece of crap I use really look small.

 

[theloadeddragon]

not the size of your tool, but what you can do with it (LOL to all you sick minded individuals.... or is that supposed to be like minded ), but when it comes to chainsaws, it certainly is true