Depersonalization/Derealization questions?

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blurry

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Hey, I've been smoking for like a year and for the past couple months have been doing it a lot during the weekend, or sometimes during the week. I felt like doing it during the week zones me out, but at the same time i was thinking I have depersonalization, I have like all the symptoms.
Sometimes during school I just stare at the teacher and ask myself "is this real?", I mean, I know everything is real but its like a sheet has gone over my brain or something, or my soul is detached from my entire body.
When I smoke, I feel more down to earth. But when im not high, I'm just like on auto pilot and every action I do is rational to what I would be doing, but I haven't run it through my brain and its just happening.
I remember when I was high once I just took a little time to look at my life, and I just like completely understood everything like why im shy, why some people dont like me, why im lazy. It was amazing to see my life from a third person perspective and I'm not sure if doing that fucked me up? lol.. yeaa, how do those who have it or similar symptoms cope with it?
 
God's Balls

God's Balls

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blurry said:
Hey, I've been smoking for like a year and for the past couple months have been doing it a lot during the weekend, or sometimes during the week. I felt like doing it during the week zones me out, but at the same time i was thinking I have depersonalization, I have like all the symptoms.
Sometimes during school I just stare at the teacher and ask myself "is this real?", I mean, I know everything is real but its like a sheet has gone over my brain or something, or my soul is detached from my entire body.
When I smoke, I feel more down to earth. But when im not high, I'm just like on auto pilot and every action I do is rational to what I would be doing, but I haven't run it through my brain and its just happening.
I remember when I was high once I just took a little time to look at my life, and I just like completely understood everything like why im shy, why some people dont like me, why im lazy. It was amazing to see my life from a third person perspective and I'm not sure if doing that fucked me up? lol.. yeaa, how do those who have it or similar symptoms cope with it?
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Ummm... Lay off for a while?
 
NI420

NI420

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Dont think too much, i smoked too much too young it hasnt effected me in any way i cant handle but im not sayin it hasnt effected me. Lay off maybe mate.
 
Sr. Verde

Sr. Verde

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Maybe you need to change your life a little man. Being high and thinking about yourself is a good thing, the herb lets you see YOU for YOU. Since I started blazing I've realized what's truely important in life, and whats not. I've changed for the better since I started lighting it up.

Does your life look like the beginning of fight club?
 
Hepheastus420

Hepheastus420

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Bump.. Does anybody here have it? I never looked up the symptoms I would describe as feeling like a robot, everything feels fake, and dream like (or the feeling you get right before a shroom trip but without the hallucinations).. But I just did a little while ago. So I'm confident I have this. Anyways, I heard smoking cannabis most likely turned the "switch on" for my disorder, so I was wondering if anybody has this and still smokes weed. Does it make it better or worse in your opinion?
 
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