PussymOneyWeed
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we've seen no post back from the kid...
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Hobbes
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Roll A Joint are you still around? Please post if you are.
There's been a lot of harsh posts - forgive them, they do not know that they do not know.
Are you on medication? Are you seeing a doctor regularly? Do you have any daily support network - one friend, relative you can stand to be around? Do you play online games? Do you have a social network online?
If you have nothing and are very lonely - PLEASE - find a volunteer position doing something that you like, helping people or animals. One of the people I give bud to uses it to treat the symptoms of severe and protracted clinical depression and mood swings. I had him volunteer at the local animal shelter walking dogs and it was an amazing help - the dogs will worship you, wait for you the entire day waiting for 15 minutes to be with you; you will gain the respect and appreciation of the people who work at the shelter and the people they talk to - board directors, public in general. And you'll get some exercise which will help ease your symptoms.
Most importantly you will have someone(s) that needs you, never judges, never nags. If you're a people person you might want something else, or if you don't like animals there could be something to do that doesn't involve dealing with people or animals - sometimes clinical depression makes it too difficult to deal with the simplest things.
If you are in a deep clinical depression forget about willpower, positive thinking, or anything else that would work for someone with a healthy brain - just do what you can and don't do anything that could get yourself in trouble or hurt.
Come on back.
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Roll A Joint are you still around? Please post if you are.
There's been a lot of harsh posts - forgive them, they do not know that they do not know.
Are you on medication? Are you seeing a doctor regularly? Do you have any daily support network - one friend, relative you can stand to be around? Do you play online games? Do you have a social network online?
If you have nothing and are very lonely - PLEASE - find a volunteer position doing something that you like, helping people or animals. One of the people I give bud to uses it to treat the symptoms of severe and protracted clinical depression and mood swings. I had him volunteer at the local animal shelter walking dogs and it was an amazing help - the dogs will worship you, wait for you the entire day waiting for 15 minutes to be with you; you will gain the respect and appreciation of the people who work at the shelter and the people they talk to - board directors, public in general. And you'll get some exercise which will help ease your symptoms.
Most importantly you will have someone(s) that needs you, never judges, never nags. If you're a people person you might want something else, or if you don't like animals there could be something to do that doesn't involve dealing with people or animals - sometimes clinical depression makes it too difficult to deal with the simplest things.
If you are in a deep clinical depression forget about willpower, positive thinking, or anything else that would work for someone with a healthy brain - just do what you can and don't do anything that could get yourself in trouble or hurt.
Come on back.
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Hobbes
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I've been supplying bud for myself and 3 others to treat symptoms for a mix of clinical depression, anxiety and mania. I'll list some of the strains I've tried and researched and a quick blurb on each. I find that different types of strains help at different times of the day, and for different intensities of sickness - it's good to have a couple of strains - a functional strain and a knockout of reality strain.
Depending on the type, duration and intensity of the depression some strains can start to lift you out in seconds. Other strains may leave some of the depression but give you a split mind where your intellect can examine the depression and the emotional pain without being effected itself. This can take some time if you're not already practicing this, it's a good way to remain relatively functional even during the worst of depressions.
Bubblegum - Serious Seeds: crystal clear euphoric high. Very potent but functional and clear. Tastes like pink bubblegum and icing sugar. A treat, I know it works because I go through it quick. (stimulating)
https://www.rollitup.org/smoke-reports/220871-bubblegum-serious-seeds.html
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Kali Mist - Serious Seeds: an up-opiate; nothing is wrong; bliss; cuts through moods and other highs/stones; spice; my favorite strain (my pheno takes 18 weeks, some take 10 but will have different effects) (neither sedative nor stimulating, but you must overcome Bliss to move)
** Kali Mist is like being in the Nexus. From Star Trek the next generation movie where Kirk comes back to fight Sorun. Everything is so perfect you never want to leave, and if you're bending under the weight of clinical depression you'll do anything to get back.
The closest effect I can compare it to is the opiate stone from Percocet, except it's an up-opiate and there's no withdrawal. To cap it off you don't chase the dragon, you ride it. 2 years and the high just keeps getting better and better as I learn to grow and cure better.
I Can't recommend Kali Mist high enough but considering the long flowering period you may be better off starting with two shorter flowering strains and add Kali Mist as a third or later strain, once you have bud on hand. Tell your girlfriend that this strain is good for menstrual cramps. It won a Cannabis Cup with all women judges.
Kali Mist - Serious Seeds
AK47 - Serious Seeds: soaring high, rocket fuel, non functional. Smells like dead skunk during flower, needs odor control. Will lift spirits almost immediately but the power of the soaring high may cause anxiety if you're not use to it. (stimulating)
Jilly Bean - MzJill (Subcool & TGA): High type-Happy, mood enhancing, humorous, energetic; Smells like orange skunk or tang/ Taste so much like Dreamcicles you will not believe it.; Extremely up beat and happy buzz great for depression and bad days. I got a pheno called "The Candy Store" - huge producer, potent and reeks of blue jelly beans. Like dripping syrup. (stimulating)
Pandora's Box - Subcool (TGA): the Cheshire Cat strain; High type- Zooming, Happy, Grinning, anti depressant BIGTIME!;smells: It taste like NL5 to me but its very industrial with a slight citrus taste and a undertone of spice and hash One female has been named Cherry Lethal lemonade. I find this to be the most potent of Jillybean, JTR and PB - dissociative. (stimulating)
The Flav - Subcool (TGA): strong narcotic stone for when you have to check out; mangos. (sedative to the point of narcotic)
Querkle - Subcool (TGA): grape; high type- Indica head and grape taste make it total all day headstash.; smells: grapes, fruit, berries, musty; one of my favorite things to smoke out of a clean bong the flavor is just amazing and IMO better than Mom. (sedative)
Strawberry Cough - (Dutch Passion or preferably a clone from a dispensary): the best anxiety melting strain I've grown. The pheno I had was weak and tasted bad, but melted anxiety like steaming water on butter. I'm growing 4 more from seed to look for a good mother. People review it as a very potent high when you get a good pheno. (stimulating)
Flo - DJ Short: tastes like musky grapes; unique motivating high; my pheno is a very small producer but finishes right on 8 weeks - chopped yesterday at 55 days this run. If you need to get things done while being happy this is the strain. Small producer (uniquely motivating, a must have if you have trouble with motivation during depression)
Big Bang - Greenhouse: a mild sedative stone, sold in Dutch pharmacies for anxiety. (sedative)
You can get all of these strains from Attitude, they deliver world wide.
http://www.cannabis-seeds-bank.co.uk/
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Endless Sky - Dr Greenthumb: Very very potent; super heavy indica stone; has a pheno that flowers in 6 weeks; 500 grams / meter square sog. A workhorse strain; great for getting lots of potent bud quickly. Doc is a great and time tested breeder but a touch expensive. Worth the money, any strain you see at Doc's place should be worth a grow. (sedative)
http://www.drgreenthumb.com/cannabis...dsEntrance.htm
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I've grown Super Strawberry Diesel by Elite, similar to Sag's Strawberry D-lite. It was a great strain but I found it weak. Strawberry Cough is a much better strain for anxiety.
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https://www.rollitup.org/seed-strain-reviews/211186-pics-my-garden-ssd-km.html
https://www.rollitup.org/medical-marijuana/315914-middle-night-insomnia-marijuana-success.html
https://www.rollitup.org/medical-marijuana/315813-rage.html
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Good luck with everything, if I can be of any help please contact me.
.
I've been supplying bud for myself and 3 others to treat symptoms for a mix of clinical depression, anxiety and mania. I'll list some of the strains I've tried and researched and a quick blurb on each. I find that different types of strains help at different times of the day, and for different intensities of sickness - it's good to have a couple of strains - a functional strain and a knockout of reality strain.
Depending on the type, duration and intensity of the depression some strains can start to lift you out in seconds. Other strains may leave some of the depression but give you a split mind where your intellect can examine the depression and the emotional pain without being effected itself. This can take some time if you're not already practicing this, it's a good way to remain relatively functional even during the worst of depressions.
Bubblegum - Serious Seeds: crystal clear euphoric high. Very potent but functional and clear. Tastes like pink bubblegum and icing sugar. A treat, I know it works because I go through it quick. (stimulating)
https://www.rollitup.org/smoke-reports/220871-bubblegum-serious-seeds.html
.
Kali Mist - Serious Seeds: an up-opiate; nothing is wrong; bliss; cuts through moods and other highs/stones; spice; my favorite strain (my pheno takes 18 weeks, some take 10 but will have different effects) (neither sedative nor stimulating, but you must overcome Bliss to move)
** Kali Mist is like being in the Nexus. From Star Trek the next generation movie where Kirk comes back to fight Sorun. Everything is so perfect you never want to leave, and if you're bending under the weight of clinical depression you'll do anything to get back.
The closest effect I can compare it to is the opiate stone from Percocet, except it's an up-opiate and there's no withdrawal. To cap it off you don't chase the dragon, you ride it. 2 years and the high just keeps getting better and better as I learn to grow and cure better.
I Can't recommend Kali Mist high enough but considering the long flowering period you may be better off starting with two shorter flowering strains and add Kali Mist as a third or later strain, once you have bud on hand. Tell your girlfriend that this strain is good for menstrual cramps. It won a Cannabis Cup with all women judges.
Kali Mist - Serious Seeds
AK47 - Serious Seeds: soaring high, rocket fuel, non functional. Smells like dead skunk during flower, needs odor control. Will lift spirits almost immediately but the power of the soaring high may cause anxiety if you're not use to it. (stimulating)
Jilly Bean - MzJill (Subcool & TGA): High type-Happy, mood enhancing, humorous, energetic; Smells like orange skunk or tang/ Taste so much like Dreamcicles you will not believe it.; Extremely up beat and happy buzz great for depression and bad days. I got a pheno called "The Candy Store" - huge producer, potent and reeks of blue jelly beans. Like dripping syrup. (stimulating)
Pandora's Box - Subcool (TGA): the Cheshire Cat strain; High type- Zooming, Happy, Grinning, anti depressant BIGTIME!;smells: It taste like NL5 to me but its very industrial with a slight citrus taste and a undertone of spice and hash One female has been named Cherry Lethal lemonade. I find this to be the most potent of Jillybean, JTR and PB - dissociative. (stimulating)
The Flav - Subcool (TGA): strong narcotic stone for when you have to check out; mangos. (sedative to the point of narcotic)
Querkle - Subcool (TGA): grape; high type- Indica head and grape taste make it total all day headstash.; smells: grapes, fruit, berries, musty; one of my favorite things to smoke out of a clean bong the flavor is just amazing and IMO better than Mom. (sedative)
Strawberry Cough - (Dutch Passion or preferably a clone from a dispensary): the best anxiety melting strain I've grown. The pheno I had was weak and tasted bad, but melted anxiety like steaming water on butter. I'm growing 4 more from seed to look for a good mother. People review it as a very potent high when you get a good pheno. (stimulating)
Flo - DJ Short: tastes like musky grapes; unique motivating high; my pheno is a very small producer but finishes right on 8 weeks - chopped yesterday at 55 days this run. If you need to get things done while being happy this is the strain. Small producer (uniquely motivating, a must have if you have trouble with motivation during depression)
Big Bang - Greenhouse: a mild sedative stone, sold in Dutch pharmacies for anxiety. (sedative)
You can get all of these strains from Attitude, they deliver world wide.
http://www.cannabis-seeds-bank.co.uk/
.
Endless Sky - Dr Greenthumb: Very very potent; super heavy indica stone; has a pheno that flowers in 6 weeks; 500 grams / meter square sog. A workhorse strain; great for getting lots of potent bud quickly. Doc is a great and time tested breeder but a touch expensive. Worth the money, any strain you see at Doc's place should be worth a grow. (sedative)
http://www.drgreenthumb.com/cannabis...dsEntrance.htm
.
I've grown Super Strawberry Diesel by Elite, similar to Sag's Strawberry D-lite. It was a great strain but I found it weak. Strawberry Cough is a much better strain for anxiety.
.
https://www.rollitup.org/seed-strain-reviews/211186-pics-my-garden-ssd-km.html
https://www.rollitup.org/medical-marijuana/315914-middle-night-insomnia-marijuana-success.html
https://www.rollitup.org/medical-marijuana/315813-rage.html
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Good luck with everything, if I can be of any help please contact me.
.
estesj
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Holy shit are you a court reporter? It would take my stoner ass 20 minutes to write that mini book. Rep for caring so much bro..
I've been supplying bud for myself and 3 others to treat symptoms for a mix of clinical depression, anxiety and mania. I'll list some of the strains I've tried and researched and a quick blurb on each. I find that different types of strains help at different times of the day, and for different intensities of sickness - it's good to have a couple of strains - a functional strain and a knockout of reality strain.
Depending on the type, duration and intensity of the depression some strains can start to lift you out in seconds. Other strains may leave some of the depression but give you a split mind where your intellect can examine the depression and the emotional pain without being effected itself. This can take some time if you're not already practicing this, it's a good way to remain relatively functional even during the worst of depressions.
Bubblegum - Serious Seeds: crystal clear euphoric high. Very potent but functional and clear. Tastes like pink bubblegum and icing sugar. A treat, I know it works because I go through it quick. (stimulating)
Kali Mist - Serious Seeds: an up-opiate; nothing is wrong; bliss; cuts through moods and other highs/stones; spice; my favorite strain (my pheno takes 18 weeks, some take 10 but will have different effects) (neither sedative nor stimulating, but you must overcome Bliss to move)
** Kali Mist is like being in the Nexus. From Star Trek the next generation movie where Kirk comes back to fight Sorun. Everything is so perfect you never want to leave, and if you're bending under the weight of clinical depression you'll do anything to get back.
The closest effect I can compare it to is the opiate stone from Percocet, except it's an up-opiate and there's no withdrawal. To cap it off you don't chase the dragon, you ride it. 2 years and the high just keeps getting better and better as I learn to grow and cure better.
I Can't recommend Kali Mist high enough but considering the long flowering period you may be better off starting with two shorter flowering strains and add Kali Mist as a third or later strain, once you have bud on hand. Tell your girlfriend that this strain is good for menstrual cramps. It won a Cannabis Cup with all women judges.
Kali Mist - Serious Seeds
AK47 - Serious Seeds: soaring high, rocket fuel, non functional. Smells like dead skunk during flower, needs odor control. Will lift spirits almost immediately but the power of the soaring high may cause anxiety if you're not use to it. (stimulating)
Jilly Bean - MzJill (Subcool & TGA): High type-Happy, mood enhancing, humorous, energetic; Smells like orange skunk or tang/ Taste so much like Dreamcicles you will not believe it.; Extremely up beat and happy buzz great for depression and bad days. I got a pheno called "The Candy Store" - huge producer, potent and reeks of blue jelly beans. Like dripping syrup. (stimulating)
Pandora's Box - Subcool (TGA): the Cheshire Cat strain; High type- Zooming, Happy, Grinning, anti depressant BIGTIME!;smells: It taste like NL5 to me but its very industrial with a slight citrus taste and a undertone of spice and hash One female has been named Cherry Lethal lemonade. I find this to be the most potent of Jillybean, JTR and PB - dissociative. (stimulating)
The Flav - Subcool (TGA): strong narcotic stone for when you have to check out; mangos. (sedative to the point of narcotic)
Querkle - Subcool (TGA): grape; high type- Indica head and grape taste make it total all day headstash.; smells: grapes, fruit, berries, musty; one of my favorite things to smoke out of a clean bong the flavor is just amazing and IMO better than Mom. (sedative)
Strawberry Cough - (Dutch Passion or preferably a clone from a dispensary): the best anxiety melting strain I've grown. The pheno I had was weak and tasted bad, but melted anxiety like steaming water on butter. I'm growing 4 more from seed to look for a good mother. People review it as a very potent high when you get a good pheno. (stimulating)
Flo - DJ Short: tastes like musky grapes; unique motivating high; my pheno is a very small producer but finishes right on 8 weeks - chopped yesterday at 55 days this run. If you need to get things done while being happy this is the strain. Small producer (uniquely motivating, a must have if you have trouble with motivation during depression)
Big Bang - Greenhouse: a mild sedative stone, sold in Dutch pharmacies for anxiety. (sedative)
You can get all of these strains from Attitude, they deliver world wide.
http://www.cannabis-seeds-bank.co.uk/
.
Endless Sky - Dr Greenthumb: Very very potent; super heavy indica stone; has a pheno that flowers in 6 weeks; 500 grams / meter square sog. A workhorse strain; great for getting lots of potent bud quickly. Doc is a great and time tested breeder but a touch expensive. Worth the money, any strain you see at Doc's place should be worth a grow. (sedative)
http://www.drgreenthumb.com/cannabis...dsEntrance.htm
.
I've grown Super Strawberry Diesel by Elite, similar to Sag's Strawberry D-lite. It was a great strain but I found it weak. Strawberry Cough is a much better strain for anxiety.
.
Good luck with everything, if I can be of any help please contact me.
.
goten
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estesj
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Yea me too! I take that 20 minute comment back.lol.shiiiittttt..
it would take me an hour to type all that...
Motobomb62
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At the very least kill yourself at attempting to make life better. You are still young so take advantage of that. Instead of wasting the energy on death, put all that you have towards hard work at success. Define your own success and strive everyday to become that person, work so hard at it that in the end it kills you. Then people will not need to feel pain when the time comes for you to pass, but only admiration.
Dont do it man.
Keep posting! Where you at?
Dont do it man.
Keep posting! Where you at?
Priscilla420
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I really hope he hasn't responded cause he's been busy or something.. Its sad to think of him actually going through with it 
metaltooths
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haha.
a positive none the less.
he's prolly good. maybe got grandma to buy this 'epic' flick for him.I really hope he hasn't responded cause he's been busy or something.. Its sad to think of him actually going through with it
Sr. Verde
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Yo you guy's need to lay the fuck off seriously.
Suicide isn't a joke
Yeah, he could be worse off, Kurt Cobain could have been worse off too. Contemplating suicide isn't all about how much your life sucks, it's about your brain, it's about depression and a desire not to live, for WHATEVER reason.
Maybe he doesn't realize this, but you guys should.
Suicide isn't a joke
Yeah, he could be worse off, Kurt Cobain could have been worse off too. Contemplating suicide isn't all about how much your life sucks, it's about your brain, it's about depression and a desire not to live, for WHATEVER reason.
Maybe he doesn't realize this, but you guys should.
estesj
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18 is hard? I thought 18 was awsome! Your supposed to be knee deep in all kind of teenaged booty! Go get all the ass you can and you should be allright. Dumb teenaged girls dont care if your broke.
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