Thundercat
Well-Known Member
Hell ya man,I don't think I will ever forget last night. I felt like I was staring death in the face, and I honestly feel like my logic is the only thing that kept me alive. When things intensified to that point, I was seeing my life flash through my head, I was intensely hot, and soaked with sweat. I told myself I had to get as much water into my body as possible to flush out the drugs, and to make myself puke. So I went into the kitchen and started downing pint jars of cold water, then I went out in the snow to lower my body temp. The whole time I kept telling myself that if I stayed awake, and moving, that I would make it through the night. When I puked I collapsed on my fence, and almost couldn't get up. When I was standing in my kitchen I felt like I was rising above my body for several minutes. Like I was sort of above and behind myself looking at the back of my head. The whole thing was a little scary until I came out of it, and alot of things in my life made alot more sense. I believe strongly in fate now. I feel that each time I have tripped it gave me time in my head that I needed to sort things out. After it was all over last night, I was sitting in the bathroom trying to recover, and get cleaned up, when it all hit me. I realized what happened, and why life was more clear. My GF keeps asking what I mean by more clear, and opened my eyes, but unfortunatly I can't really explain it well. If you have had this experiance twisted then I'm sure you know what I mean.
So JG, I can't wait to get my grow going too, things just havn't been going as planned. My GF's family was supposed to come for christmas, but they didn't, I just found out tonight they are coming tomorrow. So I am gonna have to move my shroom stuff, and wait on the weed for a few more days.
So JG, I can't wait to get my grow going too, things just havn't been going as planned. My GF's family was supposed to come for christmas, but they didn't, I just found out tonight they are coming tomorrow. So I am gonna have to move my shroom stuff, and wait on the weed for a few more days.