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Thank you very much for your kind words!
I'm telling you the truth!
But you probably misunderstood me again.))
I was talking about my dream, but I wasn't talking about my own dream.
My dream... to survive... it's incorrect and talk about the dreams of my life now.
I think like this: first I'll survive, and then I'll dream. One of my friends made me a forum similar to yours, we're opening it in a few days, 10...20...30 people will be enough for me, where I'll be able to... I can't explain it in English... unburden myself (did I express myself correctly in English?). So that I don't go crazy in complete solitude and isolation... with myself!))
No, I'm not going to leave your forum, not at all, I've already told you... how I respond to kindness. Everything will be the same, nothing will change.. If I live.)))
I'm talking about another dream.. a real dream.. mine.. I want my son not to suffer. He lives in Canada now, works at terrible jobs, although he was educated in Europe, recently he worked on a roof, and it's very cold there.. in Canada, he got frostbite on his finger, now he has grade 2 frostbite. He needs a month of treatment now, but no one is going to pay him compensation (at least for a month of treatment), he submitted documents.. but there he will have to wait six months.. he will already have time to grow old.))) And he has to live somehow.. his finger is not working yet, even to sit at the keyboard. I recently talked to him all night (time difference), I was filled with such emotions that I just can't.. this is my dream! He is still a child to me..
Now tell me the truth: am I good at squeezing out a tear? I would probably be rich by now..)))
No, I'm not asking you for money! I can just imagine the reaction, and how sorry everyone is for me.)))
No - this is not a joke, everything he said is true!!
But my friend from the USA will give him a normal job... there is a problem with the visa now, so I am very worried.. very! And this finger. Do you understand the reason for my madness then?)))
And if I think about my life.. phew.. I try not to think about my life at all, it is gloomy there, there is no smell of dreams there!))
I dream of a cheap Chinese projector that shines on the wall, because loneliness is a quiet horror.))) And when I turn on a movie on the projector.. on the whole wall, as if in a movie theater)), like in childhood.)))
You wanted to hear about my dream - here it is.)))
Thank you all again for the kind words! I am alive and well, everything is fine! Thank you!
I will show the plants tomorrow, because I am already tired today.. it is evening here...
