Life bullshit... needed to get this out some how. This is why we smoke.

[fdd2blk]

dude the fuckin chat wont load for me does it work for you??i tried a few weeks ago and again today and it wouldnt load either time.
i love you too

i have really enjoyed it since the format was changed some 4 months ago. i miss the old chat. the new chat seems so clinical. just my opinion.

 

[heymo85]

i have really enjoyed it since the format was changed some 4 months ago. i miss the old chat. the new chat seems so clinical. just my opinion.

yea i liked the old one better too..i had quit going at all and tried a few weeks ago and it wouldnt work..but im probably not missing out on anything

 

[wtfd00d]

Hey man I hear ya, I graduated from College 2 years ago with an Assoc. in the IT field. It is sooo huge now, it is impossible to get a job in there now. Everyone either wants certs, and 4 year degree, blah blah. Im so pissed I wasted those 2 years, and Im still paying on those fuckin student loans. Now what am I doing?? Cleaning fuckin windows for about 100 bones a day. It aint bad, but if I didnt go to college... it would fuckin rock. Im with you in the whole growin pot and getting the money idea.

 

[Purple_Ganja]

And the thing about it is, this is happening everywhere! With tons of people! The job market is flooded, we're entering an era where you're gonna have to be self-made, because coorporate America is cheap, sending all the jobs over-seas to other countries that do absolutely nothing to contribute BACK to our society. Our government fucking sucks, and we have to suffer for it. That shit is so gay. I have one recomendation, specialize in something that can't be duplicated easy. An example, would be the idea that I had to make masks and specialize in doing special effects make-up for movies and such. Its not hard to get into and I have the artistic ability and drive to learn but I'll be damned if I'm gonna spend another 4 years in college learning that stuff, spend 130 grand of my money and then have to spend another 4-6 years building my reputation in the business only to be making yet another "decent living," I'm getting rich the way I know how. I got a family to take care of, if I were single... maybe. I'm past the point though of trying to specialize in something. If that were gonna be anything, it should've been what I already went to school for. That's just how I feel, can't help that. I'm sure you feel exactly the same way.

Hey man I hear ya, I graduated from College 2 years ago with an Assoc. in the IT field. It is sooo huge now, it is impossible to get a job in there now. Everyone either wants certs, and 4 year degree, blah blah. Im so pissed I wasted those 2 years, and Im still paying on those fuckin student loans. Now what am I doing?? Cleaning fuckin windows for about 100 bones a day. It aint bad, but if I didnt go to college... it would fuckin rock. Im with you in the whole growin pot and getting the money idea.

 

[Purple_Ganja]

YOU'RE gay lol, dude ur crazy as hell.

lol i loved it...its deep...
girl or gay ill take bets
oh and its true..real men dont cry..and im nothing more than a young punk...ask anyone ask fdd hel tell ya but he still loves me..why cant you??

 

[heymo85]

YOU'RE gay lol, dude ur crazy as hell.

damn that was original..i am crazy i think i crave too much attention so i randomly pick fights....but your post was hallmark worthy.very very rainbowish
i love you purple ganja..we will be great friends.

 

[Purple_Ganja]

lmao, this fucken guy. Don't suck up to me, you're not touching my... weed. I know that's all you care about aint it, my purply weed. Well fuck that; hands off! You can have a *hug* but that's all the love you get from me, BITCH lol.

damn that was original..i am crazy i think i crave too much attention so i randomly pick fights....but your post was hallmark worthy.very very rainbowish
i love you purple ganja..we will be great friends.

 

[PHILL-E BLUNT]

Thank You Gyax ,ive Been Going In The Wrong Direction For The Past Couple Of Years . When I Was Reading Your Story It Really Made Me Want To Change. Youve Had It Way Worser Than Me . I Have To Admit It But Growing Up Its Been Really Hard For Me I Didnt Grow Up With A Dad. I My Mom Always Strugled So Much With Me . I Didnt Care About Anything . Ive Done Really Stupid Thing In Life .and I Think About How My Life Wouldve A Been If I Hadent Made Those Decisions. But I Have Been Doing More Good Things To Make Up For The Bad Things Ive Done. Ive Try To Be A Better Person. Starting To Go To Church(i Get Real Sleppy) Care About The People Who Care About Me. Even Little Steps Like That Can Really Change Your Life In A Good Way, Atleast My Life Has. I Have To Say That Bud Has Actually Made Me Think More And It Cleared My Mind From All The Negative Thinking And People . So Thank You Gygax

Ps: Im Kind Of Stoned

 

[Gygax1974]

I had no choice but to try and change, I had to grow up. I miss my mom and pops everyday but they are my inspiration to have a good life, a full life. I don't think either one of them would like it if I wallowed and was sad about there passing, plus I want to have some fun now. My mom's illness was long and very involved...she's in a better place now. And remember you can not change the past so just move forward...my late twenties and early 30's were a blur cause of the drinking...at least I got it out of the way..lol. And on the bright side I still have my Mom Mom, and yes I still call her Mom Mom, she's great and an avid gardener...taught me everything I know about vegetables. Another plus that happened was I became an uncle for the first time a month after my mom passed...I have a beautiful niece...it's great.

 

[Purple_Ganja]

I have been doing the same things you are lately. going to church more (and not liking it, but that's just cuz of where I live), caring for people that care about me, stuff like that. We have a responsability to our friends, whether we want it/like it or not. I've decided to take that responsability and like it. Now that I know how necessary it was, I find myself wanting more of it (responsability).

Thank You Gyax ,ive Been Going In The Wrong Direction For The Past Couple Of Years . When I Was Reading Your Story It Really Made Me Want To Change. Youve Had It Way Worser Than Me . I Have To Admit It But Growing Up Its Been Really Hard For Me I Didnt Grow Up With A Dad. I My Mom Always Strugled So Much With Me . I Didnt Care About Anything . Ive Done Really Stupid Thing In Life .and I Think About How My Life Wouldve A Been If I Hadent Made Those Decisions. But I Have Been Doing More Good Things To Make Up For The Bad Things Ive Done. Ive Try To Be A Better Person. Starting To Go To Church(i Get Real Sleppy) Care About The People Who Care About Me. Even Little Steps Like That Can Really Change Your Life In A Good Way, Atleast My Life Has. I Have To Say That Bud Has Actually Made Me Think More And It Cleared My Mind From All The Negative Thinking And People . So Thank You Gygax

Ps: Im Kind Of Stoned

 

[heymo85]

lmao, this fucken guy. Don't suck up to me, you're not touching my... weed. I know that's all you care about aint it, my purply weed. Well fuck that; hands off! You can have a *hug* but that's all the love you get from me, BITCH lol.

whats your age?

 

[castewalpha]

Thank You Gyax ,ive Been Going In The Wrong Direction For The Past Couple Of Years . When I Was Reading Your Story It Really Made Me Want To Change. Youve Had It Way Worser Than Me . I Have To Admit It But Growing Up Its Been Really Hard For Me I Didnt Grow Up With A Dad. I My Mom Always Strugled So Much With Me . I Didnt Care About Anything . Ive Done Really Stupid Thing In Life .and I Think About How My Life Wouldve A Been If I Hadent Made Those Decisions. But I Have Been Doing More Good Things To Make Up For The Bad Things Ive Done. Ive Try To Be A Better Person. Starting To Go To Church(i Get Real Sleppy) Care About The People Who Care About Me. Even Little Steps Like That Can Really Change Your Life In A Good Way, Atleast My Life Has. I Have To Say That Bud Has Actually Made Me Think More And It Cleared My Mind From All The Negative Thinking And People . So Thank You Gygax

Ps: Im Kind Of Stoned

Keep up the good work. Its never too late to take your life in a new direction.

 

[castewalpha]

Well done, caste! You are an inspiration to others. Fortunately, I've never had an issue with alcohol or any other vice.......except pot and that's been a vice for probably the last 4 years.

I've come to the conclusion that happiness is a state of mind. We all have the power to be "happy" no matter what our circumstances. I'm also going through a rough period and I've been down the last couple days but I also am a strong believer in the mantra that what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.

One small story for you: back in 1999, my ex-wife was 6 months pregnant with our baby and I was about to close on our new home. The day before I was to close on our home, my boss let me go. The day before! With a 6 month pregnant wife! Needless to say, this was a very dark day in my life. To make a long story short, I was unemployed for 6 weeks but when I did land my new job, it was at a much higher salary, better perks and an annual bonus. Looking back now, losing my job actually helped me in the long run, even though I'm since divorced and changed companies 4 times. But that's another story.........

Thanks, hearmenow, loosing your job with a pregnant wife had to be really tough. I'm gald it worked out in the long run.

 

[Purple_Ganja]

I don't think I'm young enough lol, centimeter peter eater! lmao

whats your age?

 

[ozstone]

Hey man I hear ya, I graduated from College 2 years ago with an Assoc. in the IT field. It is sooo huge now, it is impossible to get a job in there now. Everyone either wants certs, and 4 year degree, blah blah. Im so pissed I wasted those 2 years, and Im still paying on those fuckin student loans. Now what am I doing?? Cleaning fuckin windows for about 100 bones a day. It aint bad, but if I didnt go to college... it would fuckin rock. Im with you in the whole growin pot and getting the money idea.

Plenty Jobs out in Oz man, labour shortage here

 

[heymo85]

I don't think I'm young enough lol, centimeter peter eater! lmao

fair enough...my birthdays on saturday..you wanna wish me a happy one?

 

[Kage]

damn, this world is so cruel. i fee like I've got it good, I'm not even started with my career. so after all your experisnces, all, what should I do? I'm thinking electrician's Union. no college. planned on it, studied for it, but i think that college can suck my clit
.... fuck that, it's not for everyone. so what do you guys think?

 

[nowstopwhining]

College is completely overrated and you found out the hard way....

Everyone acts like college works all these miracles and you come out guaranteed 18-25 dollars an hour doing whatever your doing. Its all bullshit so they can make money...those assholes make a fortune.

My father didnt waste his time in college and he lives in a 1.5 million dollar home and drives a $65,000 car.

Unfortunately you found this out the hard way.

good luck with everything man Im sure things will turn around you just gotta make it happen.