NewGrowth
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YouTube - Exposing the Myth of Smoked Medical Marijuana / Anti-Marijuana PSA Video
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hmm beat me to it.Pretty cryptic logic at use here, Shades of reefer madness.
... So, you're an old fart too?wow...I have been smoking for 40+years, better stop right now before it's too late...
You know... I have been puffing da weedz for the past 17 years... (started youngish at 17 ... yep that was young in those days).
I have been very successfull in the corporate and union environment but became medicaly disabled due to a form of arthritis when I was only 23...
After which I became addicted to the many prescription drugs offered to me... stuff like DF118 (yes, it doesn't even have a name.. basicaly schedule 7 codein).
I also had the"priveledge" to have been adicted to mandrax and for about 5 years and crack for a bout 6 months of my life... I mention this as I do not know the extent of the damage caused by that appart from a realy effed up internal reward system.
I have run out of greenage for the past two weeks and every day the withdrawal gets worse.... at least I slept properly for the first time last night...
I have realised just how our herb affects us after a while... you can't realy enjoy a meal, don't realy feel like sleeping, etc... basicaly I became dull and lifeless on some level...
On the other hand every day I am about twice as sharp and allert as the previous day... hell I can almost remember the whole of yesterday... which leads me to think that most of the effects are totaly reversable...
The one thing I do not like running clean like this is the way it alters, what I after almost two decades of imbibing large amounts (the stuff is cheap as chips here), have come to believe is my personality...
I don't like the clean guy... I am grumpy irritable, intollerant, and generaly negative in this state.... hell I don't even feellike playing with any of my many pets. Just wan't the world to eff off and leave me alone... including my loveing wife...
I suspect for me the damage is allready done, which is why I joined your site and decided I will grow my own from now on (no problem getting the finest seeds as I have been useing the same dealer for 13 years and he has no problems supplying me with seeds from the biggest and best tasteing stuff).
So, from that perspective I also think it is not inherrently honest for us to tell new tokers that there is no price to pay in the long run... sure there is a massive payoff also, but at the expence of an ever shrinking world... who wants to go places if you know you are going to want to smoke, and won't be allowed. So you stop hanging out, stop visiting friends etc... Oh hell yea it starts off just the opposite way.. and thats how it catches us...
PS... my wife calls me a goldfish due to my 5 second memory... on the other hand I am MUCH more perceptive than the ordinary person and have an incredible eye for detail.
Is there anyone else willing to be honnest about the less pleasant side of being a toker?
And by that I don;t mean someone who's been smokeing for a year or three... allthough if that is you, I can probably guarantee that you will become like me...
To understand other people look into yourself... to understand yourself look at other people.
P.S. when it comes to criminality, I have often seen people under the influence of chemical drugs, say they were stoned when they did whatever, kind of admitting to something less bad in the hope of it being an excuse... but realy just makeing life worse for guys who realy DO only get stoned.
Hell I can easily smoke a banky a day and still not feel like hitting anyone or stealing anything or vandalising anything, but I guess this is more a genetic and envirnemental response to life.. those things are not in my eyes valid responses to life.