Hi, it appears you aren’t paying to attention to the world as it is, but rather imagining how you’d like it to be. Good luck with that.
Hope you find somewhere to be that makes you feel better than you feel on this thread. That’s a hint. Get a new hobby. Thanks for the attention.
Every second one spends time and attention on focusing on that which one dislikes it becomes a wasted moment in which one is unable to focus on something else that might improve one’s quality of life.
And it inevitably feeds the efforts of your adversary. In this case, Heisenbeans.com.
I love you, sincerely, unsarcastically.
I wish you the best.
Keep talking.