I was injured in January and have been flaky in ways I cannot explain ever since, injury and surgery cause psychological trauma I did not ever expect, as a younger healthy dudebro. I have been busted up more times than I would like at this tender age.
The limitations from pain can really fuck with ya mentally.
I didn't wanna put a downer on the thread but it wasn't me in the crash I'd referred to in my OP ( I wish it had been). It was my 20yr old daughter. She fell asleep, drifted and hit utility pole, killing her instantly.
I just left the site a couple hrs ago. I take flowers up often. The ground is still covered in broken glass and red paint chips...like pieces of my heart scattered on the earth.
Again, sorry to put a downer on the thread. I'm desperately trying to get my head back into growing so I don't have to think.
I dont know how severe your injuries are but I hope you're back on your feet soon without any chronic mental or physical ailments.
Pain, whether physical or mental can be a total mindfuck.