skreamau
New Member
I'm Mexican. I'm 23 years old and I'm an artist in process. I've been through a lot of traumatizing events in my life like bullying all my mid school wanting me to end with my life and other stuff that happened on this last years. As I abused of MDMA and other "uppers" to lose weight I ended up going to the psychiatrist. He diagnosed me with a heavy depressive-anxious disorder. He told me I have to take "Rivotril" in the morning and before going to bed. I've tried medicinal marijuana and it helps me perfectly with my life, but as it's still illegal here in my country, I have to get it by my own ways. People around me recommend me to don't use weed since it's bad for you and makes you unproductive. I lost my best friends in life because I used LSD and DMT (even though I found enlightenment with that), and now weed. My neighbors tell me every time I smoke they will call the police and they will tell the owner of my apartment to kick me out. I don't know what to do and I don't want to become a zombie. Should I keep on with medicinal marijuana? Should I quit and try the meds? Weed helps me composing and singing, and that's the only thing I care about in life.