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Icantthinkofausername

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That's some sick shit, I have a coin from 1895 that's worth 20 dollars. Fuck your brother for stealing the coins. Did he become like that after your parents died or was he always like that? Maybe try to survive until you get the 110k then invest them in a shop? I don't even know what your prices are there but over here I can buy 2 apartments with that and rent them out.
 
justugh

justugh

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Icantthinkofausername said:
That's some sick shit, I have a coin from 1895 that's worth 20 dollars. Fuck your brother for stealing the coins. Did he become like that after your parents died or was he always like that? Maybe try to survive until you get the 110k then invest them in a shop? I don't even know what your prices are there but over here I can buy 2 apartments with that and rent them out.
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wade was always shadey ......hell he asked me once have u ever gone to your friends place and taken their weed when not at home ( no i never stolen weed from my buddies i would smoke resin before i steal from a friend or a person ) .....now big faceless corps that just in for greed sure i dick them if i can .......but he never dicked over anyone in the family like this before

hell he was fighting with one of his neighbors and he wanted me to show up at the front door at 3 am and scare the lady that lives their .......told him flat out no mom would raise from the dead and kick my ass if i did that

oh i figured out what to do apply for SSI bi polar and depressions is on the list of OK things to apply for it ........if i can get SSI i will be fine i can live on 700 a month plus what i can hustle in weed and moonshine
 
*** River Rat ***

*** River Rat ***

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I REALLY believe you are in a dark place. It's very sad. When someone needs help...and wants to reach out and nobody is there....it sucks to stand alone.

With scrambled thoughts and a "busy" mind...you likely aren't getting much sleep or rest..
Your brain needs "down time" to be able to focus and make decisions.
Get rest...get sleep. You seem to be a smart guy and want to be positive....and do good. Your mom wouldn't want you to hurt yourself or others..you are 100% correct !!
You are puzzling things out and trying to focus...you're reaching out....even though it's in this forum...you are still searching for answers.
All these things show you really don't want to hurt yourself or others.
I could actually tell you about some people that are in worse situations than you,,,,really....but it's not necessary...because this is about YOU !! And you are not alone with this kind of pain....others share it and still manage to survive. You are a survivor....otherwise you wouldn't bare your soul to all that are responding.
Get rest.....get rest....you need help, sure...we all do but won't admit it.
I'm not a miracle worker....I don't have your answer to this problem....but I feel your pain...honestly I do.
What I can do is pray for you...and ask others to do the same to give you strength to go forward. If you close your eyes after reading this post you will feel better because my prayers will already be on the way.
Try and keep your head up....things will improve....help will come when you don't expect it....just be prepared to accept it without hesitation.

Peace and Prayers for you brother.
 
booms111

booms111

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Call Wade up and tell him to go fuck himself and then go find a piece of ass for some one night stand pussy! Think that will help clear your head and focus on the future that only you can control.
 
charface

charface

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tyler.durden said:
They'll figure it out after a minute or so of speaking to you...
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Excerpt from Alice's restaurant.

Gave Me a piece of paper, said, "Kid, see the psychiatrist, room 604."

And I went up there, I said, "Shrink, I want to kill. I mean, I wanna, I
Wanna kill. Kill. I wanna, I wanna see, I wanna see blood and gore and
Guts and veins in my teeth. Eat dead burnt bodies. I mean kill, Kill
KILL, KILL." And I started jumpin up and down yelling, "KILL, KILL," and
He started jumpin up and down with me and we was both jumping up and down
Yelling, "KILL, KILL." And the sargent came over, pinned a medal on me
Sent me down the hall, said, "You're our boy."
 
justugh

justugh

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Kipn said:
i can swap you my cancer for your bad family problems if you'd prefer that im happy to make a deal
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u get my bi polar in the deal ......100% i will take that cancer atleast have a chance a beating it (call the gods u pray too u have a willing person on those terms)
hope u beat yours just watch out for blood clots and aneurysm........good luck

*** River Rat *** said:
I REALLY believe you are in a dark place. It's very sad. When someone needs help...and wants to reach out and nobody is there....it sucks to stand alone.

With scrambled thoughts and a "busy" mind...you likely aren't getting much sleep or rest..
Your brain needs "down time" to be able to focus and make decisions.
Get rest...get sleep. You seem to be a smart guy and want to be positive....and do good. Your mom wouldn't want you to hurt yourself or others..you are 100% correct !!
You are puzzling things out and trying to focus...you're reaching out....even though it's in this forum...you are still searching for answers.
All these things show you really don't want to hurt yourself or others.
I could actually tell you about some people that are in worse situations than you,,,,really....but it's not necessary...because this is about YOU !! And you are not alone with this kind of pain....others share it and still manage to survive. You are a survivor....otherwise you wouldn't bare your soul to all that are responding.
Get rest.....get rest....you need help, sure...we all do but won't admit it.
I'm not a miracle worker....I don't have your answer to this problem....but I feel your pain...honestly I do.
What I can do is pray for you...and ask others to do the same to give you strength to go forward. If you close your eyes after reading this post you will feel better because my prayers will already be on the way.
Try and keep your head up....things will improve....help will come when you don't expect it....just be prepared to accept it without hesitation.

Peace and Prayers for you brother.
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thanks u are nice
just tell me a direction to try and i will

booms111 said:
Call Wade up and tell him to go fuck himself and then go find a piece of ass for some one night stand pussy! Think that will help clear your head and focus on the future that only you can control.
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can not back page is closed damn feds .....u know the new one yet if so share

tyler.durden said:
They'll figure it out after a minute or so of speaking to you...
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good point but rem i talked my way out of mental ward on dope
if it comes down to ppl willing to saying yah commit him no matter what he saids i am going to need ppl to tell them ........figured since we are the way we are u have the balls to do it
i know singlemalt would and bbwhite
 
srh88

srh88

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justugh said:
u get my bi polar in the deal ......100% i will take that cancer atleast have a chance a beating it (call the gods u pray too u have a willing person on those terms)
hope u beat yours just watch out for blood clots and aneurysm........good luck


thanks u are nice
just tell me a direction to try and i will


can not back page is closed damn feds .....u know the new one yet if so share


good point but rem i talked my way out of mental ward on dope
if it comes down to ppl willing to saying yah commit him no matter what he saids i am going to need ppl to tell them ........figured since we are the way we are u have the balls to do it
i know singlemalt would and bbwhite
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Just pack up your car and go man. No point of staying if you went broke and hate your situation. You can be broke somewhere you at least enjoy. Get a tiny place and a small grow going and make some money. I suggest Florida. No matter how crazy you think you are, in Florida there's always someone crazier. Also prices of bud are probably still high there.. and cost of living is super low. Can buy houses and condos for under 20k in some areas
 
jerryb73

jerryb73

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srh88 said:
Just pack up your car and go man. No point of staying if you went broke and hate your situation. You can be broke somewhere you at least enjoy. Get a tiny place and a small grow going and make some money. I suggest Florida. No matter how crazy you think you are, in Florida there's always someone crazier. Also prices of bud are probably still high there.. and cost of living is super low. Can buy houses and condos for under 20k in some areas
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Sure send him down here plenty of crazies. Prices are going down, my supplier pays 100 a zip, I pay 150-180. Man I’m in the wrong area, you can’t find a shed for that price..
 
srh88

srh88

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jerryb73 said:
Sure send him down here plenty of crazies. Prices are going down, my supplier pays 100 a zip, I pay 150-180. Man I’m in the wrong area, you can’t find a shed for that price..
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Where I first lived when I moved to st petersburg was a condo I was renting. Nice place right by the skyway bridge. I had to move because the dude sold the place for 18k. Then I moved into a crazy nice apartment right on the water for 750 a month. After that I bought a house in the hood for under 30k. But was a nice house. 3br with a little office and 2 bath. That area was super cheap lol. And jobs were everywhere for how many people were there. I got a job the first day I was there
 
justugh

justugh

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srh88 said:
Where I first lived when I moved to st petersburg was a condo I was renting. Nice place right by the skyway bridge. I had to move because the dude sold the place for 18k. Then I moved into a crazy nice apartment right on the water for 750 a month. After that I bought a house in the hood for under 30k. But was a nice house. 3br with a little office and 2 bath. That area was super cheap lol. And jobs were everywhere for how many people were there. I got a job the first day I was there
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reallly

can u send me names of places ......FLO sucks only being 67 feet above the water highest point but if the price for a house is like that fuck it i know how to swim and float standing up
 
srh88

srh88

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justugh said:
reallly

can u send me names of places ......FLO sucks only being 67 feet above the water highest point but if the price for a house is like that fuck it i know how to swim and float standing up
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I lived in St Petersburg. But just look around you'll find something. Especially keep an eye on forclosures. It's been a few years since I been there. So I don't know if bud prices went down. But even if they are kinda low I'm sure it beats Oregon prices.. plus you'll be near a beach so it's a win win
 
justugh

justugh

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srh88 said:
I lived in St Petersburg. But just look around you'll find something. Especially keep an eye on forclosures. It's been a few years since I been there. So I don't know if bud prices went down. But even if they are kinda low I'm sure it beats Oregon prices.. plus you'll be near a beach so it's a win win
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2012 would of been the year for flo

right now i am seeing the cheapest in NJ according to zillow
 
mr sunshine

mr sunshine

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justugh said:
older brother gave me the right when he broke the family
he is top asshole on the list replacing denny that held it for 24 year

thanks for not be a dick
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Don't' listen to these guys you have the right to kill whoever the fuck you want, you earned it.
justugh said:
yah going out was a bad idea

puked blood fuck

so i guess hospital now
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Hey hey hey, I thought you wanted to be done with it? Going to the hospital is counter productive, don't you think?


curious2garden said:
But she'd be cool with your offing her other son, SRSLY? Sigh..... promises promises
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She never said anything about wade, technically he's fair game.
 
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