FinShaggy's Religious Marijuana Grow Journal

[Finshaggy]

And notice I could not find you 1 picture of any of these trolls grows or hash or anything, I have no idea who any of them are, but at least 3 people, probably more but I don't remember, have come in here with pictures of my grows and my hash.

Here is a good way to explain this-
One time I was getting my car fixed near my home town, and there was a girl at the shop that worked the desk. And the first day she saw me she asked if I was my sister's brother, and I said "Yes" and she said that we went to the same school as her and that she knew us.

And I told my sister about it, and she said that she doesn't think she knows her, and that she probably doesn't know us, she knows "about" us.


You guys talking about me like you know me is the same as when people talk about Musicians or Movie Stars as if they know them. I just actually respond and allow you to talk to me.

 

[Michael Huntherz]

@Finshaggy I'm sorry, man. I apologize for shitting-up your thread. I'm not going to argue against your viewpoints, despite having serious disagreement with them, but I didn't need to be a dick about it. I overreacted, which I am wont to do. Won't happen again. (There are a number of pics of my grows on here. I'm not large scale, or proud of myself, I just have fun with it.)

I honestly am really glad I came back, specifically for this. I now have a new hobby; candid accidental scat cheerleader photos. Win.

 

[Finshaggy]

@Finshaggy I'm sorry, man. I apologize for shitting-up your thread. I'm not going to argue against your viewpoints, despite having serious disagreement with them, but I didn't need to be a dick about it. I overreacted, which I am wont to do. Won't happen again. (There are a number of pics of my grows on here. I'm not large scale, or proud of myself, I just have fun with it.)



I honestly am really glad I came back, specifically for this. I now have a new hobby; candid accidental scat cheerleader photos. Win.

No problem, I really don't care, as long as it just doesn't get visceral and stupid and constant, I have only blocked like 5 people on this website; but other than that, I respond to everyone.

And there will be a huge update Thursday. Also, we have 6 Female plants, so even for anyone checking on Instagram, there are still 2 other Females that haven't been shown there, and the Males haven't been shown there.

 

[mr.jinks]

Why veg for so long? 4 weeks should be plenty, shouldn't it?

 

[mackdx]

Fin

I'm honestly trying hard not to be an a hole, but I looked at you Instagram page and the plant pix from September 14 through 5 days ago look ratty. I am anticipating your response will be something about some silly epigenetic experiment.

Don't disappoint me big fella

 

[Badvoodoo101]

I feel like I just spent 17 pages watching my kids try to bullshit their way out of chores.

 

[mackdx]

I feel like I just spent 17 pages watching my kids try to bullshit their way out of chores.

Or failure....

 

[Finshaggy]

Why veg for so long? 4 weeks should be plenty, shouldn't it?

These plants have vegged for over 4 weeks already.

 

[Finshaggy]

Fin

I'm honestly trying hard not to be an a hole, but I looked at you Instagram page and the plant pix from September 14 through 5 days ago look ratty. I am anticipating your response will be something about some silly epigenetic experiment.

Don't disappoint me big fella

They are in a small tent in Apple Juice containers. They are about to be transplanted and were lollipopped.

If I ripped your legs off it might take a little while for your arms to grow big enough to take over the slack

But since they have been lollipopped, that canopy is about to get be huge.

And these have all been topped 2-3 times each.

 

[Finshaggy]

I feel like I just spent 17 pages watching my kids try to bullshit their way out of chores.

And I feel like I spent the past 17 pages to people with mental problems who think I'm their kid who needs to do chores.

 

[Finshaggy]

I definitely don't need to do any chores for you, and you are not my dad.

STRANGER DANGER!

 

[Finshaggy]

Lol you guys are the rando who is talking to a little kid saying "He just doesn't want to do his chores" while he yells "Stranger Danger, you're not my dad!".

 

[Finshaggy]

But anyways, to continue with the guy who asked a real question, when I get them into the tent I will do a video and show the plants from all different angles.

With the size of tent they are in right now they are kind of squished together. They are fine, they just don't get as much light towards the sides as they could because they are all side by side.

Once they are in the bigger tent they will all have 3 square meters each, and will use all those leaves they have been growing to bush up real quick.

They will also have more than double the light whenever they go in that tent.

 

[CCCmints]

And I feel like I spent the past 17 pages to people with mental problems who think I'm their kid who needs to do chores.

Bro I'm gonna be real with you I haven't been active on these forums for quite some time, but when I saw an active thread posted by you my first thought was, "Damn I'm glad he's ok and he didn't end up getting committed somewhere...". I'm not trying to be a dick I'm really just being real with you. The shit you would post years ago was insane. I used to pray for you a lot. I read a couple of posts on the last page of your thread and unfortunately it seems like you aren't doing much better. I hope I'm wrong...But you gotta realize you're lacking a lot of self-awareness bro. Do you really think you're perfectly stable and have no issues which require some professional attention?

 

[Finshaggy]

I know its really hard for you guys, and you want to lash out, but the update is coming.

Thursday, you only have to wait until Thursday.

 

[Finshaggy]

Bro I'm gonna be real with you I haven't been active on these forums for quite some time, but when I saw an active thread posted by you my first thought was, "Damn I'm glad he's ok and he didn't end up getting committed somewhere...". I'm not trying to be a dick I'm really just being real with you. The shit you would post years ago was insane. I used to pray for you a lot. I read a couple of posts on the last page of your thread and unfortunately it seems like you aren't doing much better. I hope I'm wrong...But you gotta realize you're lacking a lot of self-awareness bro. Do you really think you're perfectly stable and have no issues which require some professional attention?

I don't know who you are. I will go ahead and post this for you again.

Here is a good way to explain this-
One time I was getting my car fixed near my home town, and there was a girl at the shop that worked the desk. And the first day she saw me she asked if I was my sister's brother, and I said "Yes" and she said that we went to the same school as her and that she knew us.

And I told my sister about it, and she said that she doesn't think she knows her, and that she probably doesn't know us, she knows "about" us.


You guys talking about me like you know me is the same as when people talk about Musicians or Movie Stars as if they know them. I just actually respond and allow you to talk to me.

 

[Finshaggy]

The fact that you know who I am, and I have no idea who you are, means you are the loser here.

 

[CCCmints]

I don't know who you are. I will go ahead and post this for you again.

Here is a good way to explain this-
One time I was getting my car fixed near my home town, and there was a girl at the shop that worked the desk. And the first day she saw me she asked if I was my sister's brother, and I said "Yes" and she said that we went to the same school as her and that she knew us.

And I told my sister about it, and she said that she doesn't think she knows her, and that she probably doesn't know us, she knows "about" us.


You guys talking about me like you know me is the same as when people talk about Musicians or Movie Stars as if they know them. I just actually respond and allow you to talk to me.

You don't know who I am because I never participated in exacerbating your clearly unstable mental state. I'm mentally ill myself. I live with a rare form of Bipolar 1 disorder which is a very serious condition. My grow journal I posted here ended abruptly after like 17 pages of posts with me disappearing because I fell into psychosis and spent 31 days of that 5 month long psychosis on 24 hour lock down by myself with no clothes or running water with my meals getting skipped for days at a time while I got literally tortured in the midst of severe auditory/visual hallucinations in the throes of chaotic delusion, etc...

I'm trying to tell you that you are not stable and it took years for my condition to bring me to a low that I hope no other human being has to experience. It also took years to recover and I'm ok now...I can even have manic episodes and manage them without getting locked down in jail or a psych ward. I'm writing this post because I care about you and I don't give a fuck what anyone else here thinks about me posting something so un-related to the topic of this forum. You need help. If you don't get help, you're risking going through something so severe and traumatic that you could never even imagine that scenario beforehand. This shit gets fucked up and it happens in the blink of an eye.

 

[Finshaggy]

Like if you were my friend from my home town, and you came on here and said "I haven't seen you since Highschool, but I remember praying for you when I saw you here and it seems like things are getting worse", you might actually have some standing.

But I was not doing bad in highschool
I was not doing bad when you saw me here (and first became a fanboy)
And I am not doing bad now

Having trolls (haters) if anything, is a sign of success. Name one thing that is going bad for me? (You can't because you don't actually know me, so you don't know if anything is going wrong or not, all you know is what I let you know; and what trolls make up about what I let you know) It's just trolls. They do not effect my real life.

 

[CCCmints]

The fact that you know who I am, and I have no idea who you are, means you are the loser here.

Wow...It means I care about you and have empathy for you because I know what you're going through even though you don't, yet. I will begin praying for you again. The hyper religiosity is not a good sign for someone exhibiting serious signs of severe mental illness. I know this shit all too well...

Good luck brother. I'll leave you alone now, like I did years ago. I hope you find peace and stability. Its truly a beautiful thing to become serene and content through managing your diagnosis.