So other than smoking a blunt on st Patrick day I've been sober 2 months and I got to say I feel amazing. But not an hour goes by I don't think about drugs. Think AA has a point once an addict always an addict? I just want to leave drugs behind and and get on with my life and these thoughts don't help. At any moment could be catastrophy. I attempted to purchase some today cuz my thoughts got the best of me but I was ripped off. Kinda glad to be honest. I think I will even quit weed. I picked up chain smoking though starting to feel like I got black lung. Is there any hope guys? Addicted since 13 sobriety is something new. Wat should be my next move? I'm open to advice. Thinks guys for listening