Yaba... Pure MDMA aka Meth? Ecstasy? uhh

[Brokenhope420]

Well I know people downtown and got a hookup on these pills, I guess they are still classified as ecstasy, but this kind, red transformers, are pure MDMA, and did not feel anything like ecstasy I have taken before, like rolling/ thizzing.

First pill I took after a few hours pretty much paralyzed me to lay down, and I only got up after half an hour because I started staring at the fan and it was moving like it was on, intrigueing because it wasnt...

Well I continued to take them, and started staying up for around 48 hours, sleep for bout 7-8, and did that for about 5 or 6 days, within those days I consumed about 10-12 of these pills...

Some point after the first pill my mind seriously tricked itself into thinking I wanted to keep taking these pills to keep messing up my mind intentionally, and keep staying up and not eating until I collapsed.

By the end of it, last day I took it, I was in class twitching like crazy, couldnt do anything, like there was something seriously wrong with me, even when I spoke I couldnt form sentences correctly, and my voice was not right... I was hearing and seeing things, I would hear sirens while I drove, and see all sorts of random movements when I focused on something or in the corner of my eye... I was aware it was a small hallucination, and not real though.

I went very paranoid, my memory short term started to go... everything.

Its been 2 days now not taking it, I think today was the worst of the withdrawl...... atleast I hope, I am starting to feel a bit more like myself now...


But what is this? If a pill is made of nothing more than MDMA, isnt that Yaba (Thai), or an oral version of Meth? I have been doing a lot of googling, and what I have read, all my symtoms follow under chronic useage (increased useage over 4-10 days). The first time I was extremely high, a different kind, and after that it was nothing close to the first time.


Truthfully, if I hadnt had been snapped back into reality a few days ago, I would still be taking it, being in my own little world of paranoia and phycotic thoughts.


So basically what I am asking is... does this sound like meth? Does MDMA = Meth?

Would this amount cause any long term damage?

 

[Benassi]

First off you don't get pure MDMA in pill form... Pure MDMA is powder that dealers or whoever will put into a capsule. So what you got was MDMA mixed with... Who knows what.

Since it doesn't sound like you got any good roll from them I would say they were just meth bombs.

Lastly... I'm sorry this is going to come off dick-like but... Are you retarded? Be smart with your pills and know what you're taking beforehand. Use pillreports.com or anything of the same.
Meth bombs or actual rolls, what in god's name are you doing taking 10-12 pills over the course of 5-6 days? The reason you're so messed up is because you're body is exhausted from the MDMA and most likely the K that the pill was based with.

Sorry but, bad experience or not... You brought this one on yourself.
I advise you to just buy a gun... it would make killing yourself a lot faster.

EDIT: I looked up the pill for you and... Mostly everyone who has tried a red transformer had the same experience. Someone said it was mCPP in the pill.

 

[1puff2puff3puff]

Damn.... that was a really bad experience!!!! I dont know much abiut your situation,i am strickly a weed girl.... But Benassi seems to know what he is talking about, and seriously dude, take care of yourself dont pop just any pill, better yet stick to the GREEN!!!

Good luck!!

 

[Brokenhope420]

Yeah it was dumb to not look it up first, but I mean everyother time, I have gotten ecstasy I rolled and it was just fine... I dont do this very often.

and yeah from what I read, the people who sounded like they knew what they were talking about said the pill was nothing but MDMA... but yeah you sound like you know what your talking about, it probably needed something else for the pill form.

But seriously, all this did was make me tweak, and I never rolled at all, or anything close the first time I took it. I felt good... but nothing like ecstacy.

What happend actually was, I was nowhere near a computer at the time of taking the first one, I took it when I got them and drove home. By the time I got home and outta my car I had lost my key... and from there... looking up the pills on the computer was the last thing on my mind.

I mean I wanted to attribute the bad feelings of almost trying to kill myself with these to my bipolar disorder, but afterwards when I was informed they were not thizz, but as my bud put it "shitty ass meth pills", I started thinking... maybe I had tricked my mind somehow, into thinking I was nothing and would never be anything, had screwed up my life too much in the past, so might as well end it here and now, and just keep takin them...

I am dead serious I did some crazy things... including driving 5am in terenchal rains, about 10 miles, to tape a 12 page letter to my gf's houses door, that I had written while tweaking all freakn night, and then I went to work.

I dont know what was up with me... but after letting some people know what was going on and what I was about to give up... they kinda snapped me back to reality...

anddddd.... I didnt eat for about 5 days straight, I think I ate maybe once throughout the entire time I was taking the pills.

I actually have never even done X in over a year, and was not planning on doing it that day, but the chance and hookup came by, and I couldnt resist.

Plus I was doing some moderate drinking during and after taking the pills on some days... drinkn cheap vodka.

I seriously think these things had taken me too a different reality for the period I kept taking them, because when I snapped out of it, it was almost like everything came rushing back, and things just started looking different.

These pills definitely are bad news!!!


I read that MDMA can be addicting after the first use, and it got me to thinking... maybe thats what the guy was counting on... because at first these pills were $5 ea, and when I asked for 100 which originally he said would be $350, after he knew I had taken some, he kinda disappeared for a short time and came back saying $600... I halfway think he was counting on me getting addicted so I would start buying more for higher prices... this one dude I sold 4 to, wanted 40 a few days later...


EDIT: I googled mCPP and read it pretty much causes headaches... and man did I have a headache the next two days after taking it... and even after coming down from the highs, which partially contributed to why I drank, smoked, and eventually wound up taking another pill.

So could it be MDMA and mCPP to form the pill?


From my research of MDMA and Meth (So does MDMA = Meth, I could never find an answer anywhere to that), looking at what would happen upon taking it, all the useage effects of just using once, or chronic use, and everything I had felt matched what it said...



EDIT 2:
On pill reports, the original report said from texas, well I heard from the guy who gets them from the lead dude, he goes to Texas everyother day to pick up a candlestick of these... so the original report and what I got were probably one in the same.

 

[Brokenhope420]

First off you don't get pure MDMA in pill form... Pure MDMA is powder that dealers or whoever will put into a capsule. So what you got was MDMA mixed with... Who knows what.

Since it doesn't sound like you got any good roll from them I would say they were just meth bombs.

Lastly... I'm sorry this is going to come off dick-like but... Are you retarded? Be smart with your pills and know what you're taking beforehand. Use pillreports.com or anything of the same.
Meth bombs or actual rolls, what in god's name are you doing taking 10-12 pills over the course of 5-6 days? The reason you're so messed up is because you're body is exhausted from the MDMA and most likely the K that the pill was based with.

Sorry but, bad experience or not... You brought this one on yourself.
I advise you to just buy a gun... it would make killing yourself a lot faster.

EDIT: I looked up the pill for you and... Mostly everyone who has tried a red transformer had the same experience. Someone said it was mCPP in the pill.

Haha yeah you were right about why I was sooooo freakn messed up. I went 2 days not taking one, actually maybe 3.

Took 1 today, and it hit me pretty good... feels a little like speed... I just took about a 2 minute shower that would normally take me 15, just pretty much did every chore I had to do, went to the store got limes, soda, sprite, and red bull so I could drink.

Feels a lot better than I did taking multiple in a row no sleep .

But I am still getting a slight throw up feeling, I have read about. Like to the point its overwhelming and I feel like I might just throw up...

Feels good though, no hearing things, no seeing things, not tweakin, just chill... still not rolling though. I feel more numb and weightless.

 

[DWR]

i know how u feel... Stop doing this shit regulary man..

That puke feeling.... well you know what.... i did pills for over 6 months on a weekly basis with friends....

tell you one thing.... that puke shit extra fuck'd up crazy crap.... it carrys on for about another 6 months... well it did with me..

my ex friends are all fucking skinny fucks..... cant even eat proporly.. those poor bastards...

do u wana become one of those ppl that cant even eat... lol... sucks.

Once in like 8 months is ok

 

[Benassi]

MDMA isn't actually addictive... But the feeling it gives you is very addictive. People feel so good that they never want to be off of it. Scared me the first time I did it, because I knew I liked the feeling so much. But self control took that over.

 

[Brokenhope420]

Yeah, it was like the first time I actually had to lay down because it was too much, and did the stupidest thing ever, my heart beat was too fast, and I was thinking stupid shit, thinking oh its just my bipolar going off (alcohal, and most pills set it way off whack, so in a second I can go from euphoria to the exact opposite; I expect it nowadays so I can kinda control it...), but I attributed bipolar to it, and forced myself to skate... whew 10 min nonstop and then went inside, I thought I was about to have a heart attack, I was actually freakn out and my heartbeat just went faster, my veins physically hurt all throughout my body, and eventually I was able to let myself relax... it was bad.

But yeah, I have 1 more left after this one, and never touching these again...

I went 5 days without food the first time.

I didnt eat dinner yesterday or bfast today before takn this one.


But yeah, the feeling was like so strong the first time, and after that nothing really close to it... thats I guess where the "addicition" comes, not really addicted but feel like it.

So yeah, I dont even know if/when I will take the second pill... might just take it today to get it outta the way.


the days I didnt take it after taking so much... it was like horrible withdrawl, like my hands were shaking so bad you could notice 20 ft away, and I was extremely depressed, I think the fact all I had was 1 bowl of shwag to smoke added to the depression though . But the ganj did help, and thats what imma stick with. Pills only on special occasions.

and I did all these pills by myself, which probably didnt help.


oh and the scared feeling... yeah I kinda got that too, because at first before I even got them ecstasy only brought up dark memory's, deep depression, snorting, etc... but after the first pill I wanted more... and it really scared me.

 

[smartsoverambition]

keep it green keep i clean man i hope u neva touch these hings again

 

[Benassi]

Why do you feel the need to consume these meth bombs? Sell them to a tweaker or toss em. They're shit.

Buy meth if you want to do meth.

I'm just having a hard time understanding why you're kicking your bodies ass. Has it done something to you lately? Didn't call you in the morning? :shrug:

 

[Zardokk]

Dunno if anyone ever answered this so I'll go for it. MDMA is NOT meth. It is a completely different chemical with completely different effects. The only tie is that their chemical structure is closely related. MDMA isn't addictive, meth is extremely addictive.

 

[Brokenhope420]

Why do you feel the need to consume these meth bombs? Sell them to a tweaker or toss em. They're shit.

Buy meth if you want to do meth.

I'm just having a hard time understanding why you're kicking your bodies ass. Has it done something to you lately? Didn't call you in the morning? :shrug:

Haha I was making a killin selln the first 8. Had another 90 lined up to sell, but when I started "snapping" back to reality I decided not gettn anymore of them.

But yeah I just figure kick my bodys ass all at once, than over a spanned time, yeah stupid I know. Im bored and short on .