Olive Drab Green
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You aren't alone, bro. You're amongst hedonistic, rebellious, driven, heathen mother fuckers like yourself. All fam here.
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Olive Drab Green
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Never. Only for the first hour or two. Then everything is suddenly better than it ever has been, because nothing matters, and that is everything.
Once you know, you can never go back. You'll know what to do from then on.
Big_Lou
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qwizoking
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How many have told you Skywalker .
Seek help. Try an sri etc.
Stop smoking its clearly not conducive to your mental health. Your at a delicate age where many mental illnesses set
You said psychosis this time not us.. Do you enjoy this?
Also I thought you didn't speak with your father. ?
Or are these thoughts more delusions
Seek help. Try an sri etc.
Stop smoking its clearly not conducive to your mental health. Your at a delicate age where many mental illnesses set
You said psychosis this time not us.. Do you enjoy this?
Also I thought you didn't speak with your father. ?
Or are these thoughts more delusions
abe supercro
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This got me thinking about onomatopoeias for some reason.Kumquat.
Funny word, almost sounds sexual.
http://examples.yourdictionary.com/5-examples-of-onomatopoeia.html
Iloveskywalkerog
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I don't wanna be that way, it causes a domino effect.
420God
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You'll almost never change the way you think but you can learn to control it.
Iloveskywalkerog
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I try to stay by myself, and as cocky and as full of myself as i sound
God i am such an asshole.
I stopped smoking for a week when i first felt that i should, its not as bad as im making it sound i can still live its as though i have been placed in more of a fairy tale land. Lol im not gonna stop smoking, i consulted my dad about this he said the same thing @420God said,
God i am such an asshole.
420God
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Iloveskywalkerog
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I am unemployed, keep procrastinating, but i figure its like this my mom seems to wanna keep me around, so i live comfortable, you would think that it wouldn't matter too much, due to the fact that there are much older kids not doing shit in their parents house. But my life is not theirs, then what is my life ? My main goal in life is not life, it is to when i die to go to heaven but how will i go to heaven when i cant put my trust in anyone ? Umm why can't i do this oh yeah im quiet and that makes people not wanna be around me, i understand. So why do i feel as though i must serve somebody ? Im in a dark pit with disco lights inside of it.
abe supercro
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Yes, exactly.That's another fun one to say.
Onomatopoeia.
The word 'onomatopoeia' comes from the combination of two Greek words, one meaning 'name' and the other meaning 'I make,' so onomatopoeia literally means 'the name (or sound) I make.' That is to say that the word means nothing more than the sound it makes. 'Boing,' for example, means nothing more than what it sounds like. It is only a sound effect.
Iloveskywalkerog
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Got some good food right now other people have much less.
abe supercro
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fk that. live your life now.
sounds like your mom is possibly holding you back and enabling you. that's nice that you have a home and less pressure but ultimately you have to strike out on your own. that's what life's all about imo.
Singlemalt
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You are over thinking all this Jesse, just relax. I like how you edited the title, it's nicely twisted and shows you still have a sense of humor. Good on ya
Iloveskywalkerog
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I wish not bro, but it is what it is
abe supercro
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gratitude is nice and all, but if you want to get anywhere compare yourself to ppl above you, not ppl that are below you. Aspire, as complacency and justification are the easy routes and useless.
abe supercro
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Extra Terrestial Me Through Life
420God
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Agreed. I was married with a kid on the way buying a house at his age. I didn't have time for my own thoughts.
Iloveskywalkerog
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Nah man i plan on getting a job before the end of the year or being in school, im not gonna sit here forever im just giving myself a time limit that's kind of far cause if i just jump right in it will be unpredictable the outcome, due to autism spectrum disorder and general anxiety disorder. But these are only lables, i'd like to think that i am autistic for a reason.
Iloveskywalkerog
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Ive always made these speeches to myself since the age of 13, when i realized id be held back from alot of stuff.