Lololol I'm not even down fully level 2 visuals still sometimes three I just saw the universe get created . I completely lost everything. I died. I literally stopped being human I just became. Consciousness. Approximately 10:45 (+15 min) I became aware of everything and nothing god what happened haha oh shit... I smoked a bho laced blunt, I felt zero high... Nada nothing. I suddenly became light and not a physical object it is so hard to describe I was neither light nor sound nor body yet I was everything. About 45 minutes in I heard voices mostly female it was weird it sounded like my mom and it just said. You. Need. To. Go. To. Sleep. NOW.
I became aware that I was no longer human I was no longer "I" but we were "here" we were aware of time. It felt forever. I was so scared at this point. +1 hour in and full on level 7464446 visuals. Full on voices except that each voice became aware of existing in a separate dimension. God ok I was fucking scared I wasn't I I wasn't me I was no longer Michael and I didfed know for how long I had been like that I became aware that everything was draining away to grey. I couldn't see color I couldn't move. I wasn't I I wasn't here I was not I I was not us I was not me I just suddenly was. I remember I felt like I was crying so hard. And there was no color anywhere. Suddenly I saw a trickle of red and with the red came motion I literally feel at about 12:15 I screamed "myself" into existing. At 12:14 I was not. At 12:15 I was. I became aware that I had many consciousnesses and one consciousness I felt at 12:14 that I was a circle inside a square inside a rectangle inside a triangle inside a smear of red waving warm light and everywhere I looked the red bled, like it was life and flowing. I could. See everything everything everything and from that red came orange and orange turned into yellow which eventually made its way to the crown chakra, but it was like this red covered all red was all red only was and had no beginning or end and slowly red and orange covered all and red and orange were all and red and orange were always and had no beginning or end and then red orange and yellow were all and so forth. Each time more color was brought to my sight. Suddenly I was I but I was also not I I was a circle inside a square inside a rectangle and I saw angles and lights and these angles and lights were so perfect that there was no nothing else just everything was made up of a circle inside a square inside a rectangle. But I was not here I had shape and breath, I could scream and I could say I myself me, this I AM. I I I. I was Michael again but had no movement I saw color but was not alive. And I felt motion I became aware that I. Was. Dead. I was standing and lying down. I could walk around but have no body. I was but had no purpose. I was stuck forever!! I knew I was dead, I became aware that if I did nothing nothing would be the result, but if I did something nothing but good would happened. I became aware of a song and I wish I remembered the words because this song took me to the triangle and then took a rectangle out of it and then a square and finally a circle out if the square and these were the most perfect. The square fits just inside of the circle to where there is room for the rest of the shapes And it was. It became. And it was MOSTEST PERFECT at that point. Every square had a circle and every circle a rectangle and the rectangle a triangle and the triangle had sound. The quality of all the shapes together in everything had a unique noise to it like a windchime, and the shapes is why we are here and how I can sit on the bed without falling through, because I have a Shape, I have a Color, and I have a sound which at that point was just
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
But suddenly there was like
Oooooooooooooo
Aaaaaaaaaaaaa
Oooooooooooo
Like my sound was in a sandwich and I therefore had a specific need, a quality. And my sound became a form, I became a violin, (played guitar a little no violin..) And when I BECAME the violin I was aware that my sound had folded in on itself. And therefore was aware that it was supposed to be there. And. The sounds were perfect and uniform and i saw the periodic table and all of the elements and saw their perfection.
I became at point aware of a choice. I could lose myself towards the rationale, solid way of thinking. And it felt male, or. Become one with this female energy that was holding me since. About 11 pm. I became aware of the fluctuations between the emotions and when I received the emotions and thoughts and memories of I of us of we of MICHAEL.
I threw the fuck up again and again and everything turned into jelly and then I was cold. I was no longer shapes inside shapes I was shapes besides shapes. I could look at myself as a circle and a square, and not a
Circle inside a square inside................
And I was cold and I was LOVE love love love love
And I AM. AND here I and I now and I am and I was and I will always be and I am God... And you are God and all is God and God is all and all is now MOST PERFECT AND ALIVE AND IN COLOR AND HERE AND NOW
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