got a big day tomorrow, going back on mmt, the last time I did H was saturday after fighting at the bar with some crack dealers. me and my buddy went at them hard, buddy got smacked with a bar. Then I got jumped coming home with my bzd's and a half b of crank.
decided I gotta go clean. aiming for subs but have 4 appointments lined up all within 45-1hr of each other.
got my job just waiting for courts to give me a day pass, so to speak.
also got strep throat blaah so much but I'm positive this time is different. I knew till prisoN, I'd be bad but not this out of control.
@roseypeach I probably won't be back till saturday. keep positive for me guuurl.
@Yessica... peace, if you want rosey can let you know how tonfind me.
I gotta take some time and get my mind right. too many fights/drugs consumed these last few weeks.
I need a big nap, but my gf sister wants to drink. I'll make this whiskey go bye bye in a min. thn kick her ass out or take the couch wherevef I fall is good