That, and I got tired of being called dude...so I showed my eyes and lips, with makeup. I myself am not a skinny person.Yes, I fucked up my metabolism as a teenager when I starved myself and took ephedrine trying to stay skinny because of low self esteem. I eat once a day, and my exercise is in the form of housecleaning and caretaking of children.Should I work out more?Yeah.Did I eat 9000 calories a day to get chubby? No. I ate far less.I'm also on antidepressents and I have pcos, and I can't afford my meds.Am I a bad person?I try not to be.Am I any less deserving of love because I'm not a size 2? No.