Poor guy I feel his pain kinda but at least I had people whom I chould fall back on until I get on my feet
I mean we've all felt trapped and hopeless like this before im sure
No job no place dad fucking hates you
Just TRY man TRY to get a job tell them about your condition get a studio apartment at like 600 bucks a month
Even if its cleaning shit at least its something am I right???
Or you can be a hermit and live the rest of your life in the wilderness but that whould be a shitty life
I got social anxiety and I still have to go through big crowds and situations were my heart stops beating and everything is fuzzy and I get dizzy but I still kept on fuck man don't let your disability get the best of you
Best to go out trying then spend the rest of your life doing nothing just because you go through highly awkward situations
Find something that you have interest in that doesn't require alot of interaction with people
Thats why I also love welding I feel so zoned in and tuned out from bullshit going on when I first strike a arc
And it requires little contact except when someone tells you what exactly you need to do
And there looking to get it done with quickly not ask you about your life and shit
Just please try man there has to be something better for you than sitting around worrying about your dad and not finding a job
Never give up.
It's like breathing once you quit, your flame dies letting total darkness extinguish every last gasp of hope. You can't do that. You must continue taking in even the shallowest of breaths, continue putting forth even the smallest of efforts to sustain your dreams. Don't ever, ever, ever give up.
Richelle E. Goodrich
