well... she takes care of me, I have severe anorexia, coupled with anemia, insomnia borderline diabetes and hypoglycemia. She makes sure that I eat. That I smoke to eat, if I don't eat I go into seizures and then a comatose state! unfortunately I had one the other day... bad deal, I don't really remember what happened. It is my responsibility to make sure that I eat though, and I really screwed up. There is a lot of shit going on! So I stress and zone on roll it up. Don't pity me or sympathize please! I know every one has obstacles, all great in there own fashion. Horrible things are happening everywhere, bad situations abundant. Living life peaceably and freely is an illusionary smoke screen the media propagates to oppress the world. Fear and terrorism rule amongst the nations! Struggling to survive a distraction of the masses. All that is corrupt and unjust in power. And we all face terrible persecution from so many, from each other. Cooperation and unity is almost non existent. All you soldiers get props, for fighting the good fight. I have always wanted to start a Jonniee POotseed movement! 800,000 arrests! 800,000 lives ruined! Living in fear of that, is that not terrorism itself?..... sorry for the ramblin.... like I said lots going on...