Clayton's I'm Sorry, Public Apology Thread

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mensabarbie

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Metasynth said:
Just fucking cool your jets and relax. It's the internet. Stop taking this shit so goddamned seriously.
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easy for you to say. youve seen this done to me before too.

i broke up with my boyfriend because he was pushing me away by being mean to me. so I spent vday alone. then I spent my bday entirely alone. then I came up with the idea to see if I could meet a guy here with the same lifestyle. I posted a thread.

next thing you know I'm being accused of bragging about how smart and beautiful I am when I never did. then I am being mocked for being stupid for using the same username I used on a modeling site years ago. then my pics get posted on here. then people start posting my real name and additional links they think pertain to me whether they do or not, effectively threatening me. then I get mean private messages from srh88 mocking me and threatening me. its a matter of time before someone posts my home address here or posts some shit on my pages in my legit life. so Im panicked and picked on and verbally abused when I was already fragile. I did nothing to bring this on myself. add to that my most recent grow is a total bust and i have useless flowers for my collective.

so I'm broke, alone and the victim of internet bullying when all I was trying to do is remedy the broke and alone-ness.

i came here for a sense of community and except for the 600 I get abused for being a stupid ugly female grower about whom guys say they want to pee in my butt. if people didn't do mean things like that would I still be stupid? no. it would be all good. so I need a gun or some pills cuz I can't take this miserable existence anymore. been crying for like five hours. too much pain to bear. your friends pushed me over the edge.


its all fun and games until someone blows their brains out.
 
Wait, what?

Wait, what?

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People who kill themselves never talk about it because that means they don't want to do it. My brother killed himself and so did my best friend, so I've worked with suicidal people for years because of it.

You need to talk to someone. The internet is the absolute worst place to look because it brings out the worst in people. There are suicide hotlines and there are online sites that are specifically for people who are feeling this way. Use them
 
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joe macclennan

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@mensa, oh for petes sake. Really? you gonna try to lay the guilt on? I tried to speak with you via pm regarding this...you ignored my advice. I won't disclose what was said but this isn't the answer

but..... Fair enough. If you are gonna do it then do it.

I know a guy who was always talking about offing himself. Keyword there TALKING...... All about the attention.

I can't stand people who wanna say shit like this.

I told you you could be fine around here...and you could. But it seems like YOU choose not to be

I wish you the best. Honestly.. BUT I won't sit by idly and listen to this kind of garbage.
 
BarnBuster

BarnBuster

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ya know, I just got done with a nice hash joint (first high of the day), smoked in Doc's honor, my hand is eagerly clutching my first drink of the day, a double bourbon, (the good stuff, for Doc) and now i think I'll go to another thread and not ruin my buzz.
 
ClaytonBigsby

ClaytonBigsby

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mensabarbie said:
easy for you to say. youve seen this done to me before too.

i broke up with my boyfriend because he was pushing me away by being mean to me. so I spent vday alone. then I spent my bday entirely alone. then I came up with the idea to see if I could meet a guy here with the same lifestyle. I posted a thread.

next thing you know I'm being accused of bragging about how smart and beautiful I am when I never did. then I am being mocked for being stupid for using the same username I used on a modeling site years ago. then my pics get posted on here. then people start posting my real name and additional links they think pertain to me whether they do or not, effectively threatening me. then I get mean private messages from srh88 mocking me and threatening me. its a matter of time before someone posts my home address here or posts some shit on my pages in my legit life. so Im panicked and picked on and verbally abused when I was already fragile. I did nothing to bring this on myself. add to that my most recent grow is a total bust and i have useless flowers for my collective.

so I'm broke, alone and the victim of internet bullying when all I was trying to do is remedy the broke and alone-ness.

i came here for a sense of community and except for the 600 I get abused for being a stupid ugly female grower about whom guys say they want to pee in my butt. if people didn't do mean things like that would I still be stupid? no. it would be all good. so I need a gun or some pills cuz I can't take this miserable existence anymore. been crying for like five hours. too much pain to bear. your friends pushed me over the edge.


its all fun and games until someone blows their brains out.
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So, EVERYONE else is a liar? You told people to go fuck themselves. You called us douchebags ("the whole lot of us"). You threatened to get your ex bf FBI agent to find us. You said you were going to "find us and knock on our door with the biggest niggaz we ever saw". You said you were so hot that Angelina Jolie's dad hit on you. You said you have a 143 IQ and that we were idiots, you bragged about how much money you have, etc. You are a psycho liar. You have had this same problem here several times in just 300 posts, and the "accusations" are always the same. YOU have a problem. This is not an attack, it's the truth. You are pathetic. Tell me again about your 143 IQ and how we'll never get any of your hotness or money.


 

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mensabarbie said:
easy for you to say. youve seen this done to me before too.

i broke up with my boyfriend because he was pushing me away by being mean to me. so I spent vday alone. then I spent my bday entirely alone. then I came up with the idea to see if I could meet a guy here with the same lifestyle. I posted a thread.

next thing you know I'm being accused of bragging about how smart and beautiful I am when I never did. then I am being mocked for being stupid for using the same username I used on a modeling site years ago. then my pics get posted on here. then people start posting my real name and additional links they think pertain to me whether they do or not, effectively threatening me. then I get mean private messages from srh88 mocking me and threatening me. its a matter of time before someone posts my home address here or posts some shit on my pages in my legit life. so Im panicked and picked on and verbally abused when I was already fragile. I did nothing to bring this on myself. add to that my most recent grow is a total bust and i have useless flowers for my collective.

so I'm broke, alone and the victim of internet bullying when all I was trying to do is remedy the broke and alone-ness.

i came here for a sense of community and except for the 600 I get abused for being a stupid ugly female grower about whom guys say they want to pee in my butt. if people didn't do mean things like that would I still be stupid? no. it would be all good. so I need a gun or some pills cuz I can't take this miserable existence anymore. been crying for like five hours. too much pain to bear. your friends pushed me over the edge.


its all fun and games until someone blows their brains out.
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I don't even know you and I feel sorry for.. the people around you..

But seriously, here's a thought. Abandon this forum or start a new account and don't try to find dick with it. Just sayin'..
 
ClaytonBigsby

ClaytonBigsby

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mensabarbie said:
DST i just spent my bday and bday alone. i dont have to look for guys; i just need the right one. i have had m0vie stars and athletes after me. instead of flaming me, they should be nice or shut the fuck up, these guys were digging up face pix and posting them. not cool. not cool at all. i'm a great friend and a TERRIBLE ENEMY.

remember that
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If you're so innocent and never brag about how smart and hot you are (MENSABARBIE), ask the mods to undelete that thread you begged them to delete. Why do I suddenly feel like Joey?


[video=youtube;TmQPx8DUZCc]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmQPx8DUZCc[/video]
 
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