I applaud your integrity, and your self control, especially considering the less endowed members here that have little control over their anger. I've looked hard for your website without any luck. Anyhow, considering the demand for Bodhi seeds, why not turn a one man operation into something large enough that meets the demand of the people? In reality, I've never asked for anything free, I'm a firm believer in capitalism, and some members came to that conclusion by taking things out of context. And, if $300 a seed would help save a life, I'd be happy to pay that, even more!
Nevertheless, there are many places to mass produce seed. I saw where the attitude gave away free ac/dc x good medicine, but it seemed to be gone over night, and no one reputable sells Charlotte or AC/DC seeds online. I've seen how effective the 24:1 strain is with children suffering from seizures. Maybe watching my mother slowly die has screwed my head up where I don't always think logically. Maybe I will follow your advice when my mom passes away, and change this screwed up situation of the lack of real seeds. I just can't leave her because she has no one else to care for her. I would love to travel to Colorado and California and collect the highest CBD genetics they have thee, and after I have made a couple hundred thousand seed, maybe I will plant rogue plots in numerous locations and use GPS to plot their location. Maybe I could return and collect millions of mature seed, and spend my spare time gifting them to anyone that asks for them, whether they're sick or not. This is one way to ensure there's no deficit of life saving genetics in these online communities. I believe using a high thc strain with a high cbd strain would cure cancer. My mom is thc intolerant, and the dose she needs would be too dangerous without the cannabidiol needed to offset the toxicity.
I believe in karma too, and this is my second time caring for a dying relative with cancer. My first experience was with my grandad when I was 11 years old. I watched him fade away fast. I bathed and shaved him, and I also changed his colostomy bag and emptied his urine bag as well. Cancer caused him to lose the ability to eliminate with his asshole, and urinate with his penis. Now I'm 45, and considering this patient is a woman, and my own mom, I'm really hoping I won't have to repeat this with my her. But, hey, she's got no one else, and if the situation arises, I will step up to the plate and take care of business. Maybe other guys can picture themselves in this situation.
I apologize if I offended you or anyone else here for using your persona. Again, I've been in a desperate situation, I don't get much sleep, so I apologize for offending the members. I hope no one here ever has to deal with cancer, a greedy oncologist and the Big Pharmaceutical Cartels that control them. I'm giving up for now. But, when the time is right, I hope to make a commitment to sharing seeds of these strains that are so difficult to acquire. So, everyone please, just forget about what I've said here, I don't want anything from anyone.