Smoking weed does not make you lazy but growing rols method sure does make you lazy....
also bitches be crazy....
Red smoked some good acid lol
My gran once asked me if I hang out with the kids that 'inject marijuana'
I hate not sleeping. I think I hate that I can't turn my mind off even more.
Ooooh yeah that SUCKS. Not much you can do about that one. I can tell you what was the most pain free solutions I have found so far. These work for me personally, not suggesting they are fix-its for everybody.
1- Study. Cramming new info in kinda stills the other shit and makes the waking hours more bearable and sometimes they just fly by. If it is something hard (like learning LOS in 4 weeks and then doing a run and settling for perfection only is what I did) the interest keeps you going. After a few weeks, you are really friggin tired. You can look forward to 5-6 solid hours of blackness each night at that point.
2- Reading helps, but it has to be pretty boring. Like in research papers as opposed to a novel. Just keep pushing until you can't any longer, and then some. Most likely to wake up after like 3 hours with the papers in your hands or on your face.
3- When you can handle it, Indica herb. PURE Indica. A mild one is best, just to relax all the muscles and ease the stomach. Basically just enough to take care of the little physical discomforts you don't usually notice. Doesn't need to be strong, just remove a few of the elements causing your discomfort. A stressed mind causes stressed muscles.
4- Mostly just keeping busy with stuff is the ticket. The real key to dealing with insomnia is accepting that you are not going to be sleeping for a while. Trust me, this is step no 1. I know you want to sleep but you are not going to. This is the one that has helped me the most, is planning to USE the time I am going to be awake. Once you get used to it, you wonder how you lived with all that sleep before. Doesn't last forever though, soon enough you will be too tired and then you get a little disappointed that you don't have all those extra hours in the day any longer.
I hate to say it but that is not going to go away, the head that won't shut up. Not for a while brother. All you have to do, all you CAN do, is harness all that extra mental activity...
