This hello might also be a Goodbye

hello everyone tha5 reads this

im in a weird spot as i smoke cause i have glaucoma and cateracs and im only 21 i was born with the glaucoma it suks realy most my childhood i spent in hospitals trying to get it fixed havehad over 100 possiably around 200 surgerys on my eyes but neways to the point
im in a bad spot because of me smoking cannabis it helps me like lagitly helps me with the stress that my eyes are out through to do daily things and it helps with the swelling of the orbital tissue behind my eyes

but where the bad spot comes in
im a noob to growing so i have been reading about it for about a year but im in flowering of my first grow the plant dowarfed so not good but i did good cause its reaky healthy sothinking it was just bad genes sorry bout the rambeling neways i curently and have always lived in a state where it is illegal and we accualy have some of the strictest drug laws in the us but my problem is that i dont have the money to grow and i have a short supply i got like 5 seeds and 1 bag of soil

my girlfrienxd is worried about the new baby we have and so she is giving me crap about wanting to spend money on the things i can use to conseal s grow like a tent and i lil better light than the 150 hps i got now

so the whole reason i wrote this is to not only say hello to everyone and let them kno that people like me honestly are getting fuked because the lsws about cannabid but also to say i will remain a member on here if nebodywants to tslk but i have to put the equiptment up in the closet literly (not to grow )
but if nebody wants to kno more feel free to ask im doubting a lot of ppl will read this but for thoes who do i thank you for spending your time and i hope you all the best

but im hopeing one day i can get a lisence or maby the laws will change but i diubt that due to i cant afford to move where it is legal for ppl like me but enough of my ramble im prolly boring nebody that has read it this far but one love to all and smoke one for me sence i got to lay it down and now suffer with my condishion all natural sence i cant use the med thats help me the most sence i was a lil kid

This makes me very sad indeed. Another casualty in the immoral, unjust war on Mother nature. Congrats on the coming child. But, MG soil although not the best soil but certainly good enough to grow some decent budz and very cheap. I just hate too see you give up on something that can help you medicinally. Peace be to you and your family.

well the soil i got if a bag of happy frog
the only reason i gotta give it up is due to smell in house my girl is paranoid that somehow the cops are gonna findout then the baby get takin i mean thats a real reason to be scared but if nobody knows then how the cops gonna findout i hate that i cnt spend the nesicare cash so i van hide it ji hate i gotta give it up i learnd a lot from this grow and i kno i can do better next time but sadly i doubt ill b able to

and the baby is accualy 2 months old her name is luna

this is heart wrenching. if growing for ur needs isn't important to ur girl it should be. the family that grows together stays together.

Im sorry for your situation man... As long as you and your lady can keep a tight lip and tell nobody, not even your mother, you should be fine... That's the ticket, a tell no one system... Best of luck to you...

thank you dannyboy and smokey

well ive tried to explain that as long as nobody knows there is no wsy the cops will findout but it doesnt matter she is so fuking paranoid that the baby is gonna get takin i mean that is a good reason to worry but if nobody knows then itll b fine but she wont listen to me for some fukin reasin

and it realy suks to that im hearin all this shyt about growin the meds i need .but i guess when shyt starts gettin realy bad as i get older n i am back and forth in the hosoital agaun and nobody can watch the baby and she has to take off work she will realize that she shouldnt have been bitchen the whole time

Man, I really feel for you. The best policy is as stated by Smokey. But, paranoid people often feel the need to share the reason for their paranoia with friends and family. Any possability of finding a friend to house your grow and share the yield? Not the best of things but at least you can get some med relief.

i have thought about that but i dont talk to nebody where i live thats why i feel safe doing it but the only thing she is worried bout is the baby and i keep trying to tell her if i can buy these few upgrades that nobofy woukd be able to smell it even if someone came over ive been trying my best to find good products at a low price and i can afford what i need if i go through virtual sun hydroponics but ive posted threads and on the deals threads about virtualsun and nobody can give me ne ifo bout them pro&uct wise so idk if i want to order from them or nit

do any of you kno a good reliable place to get things at a low price
im lookin for
400watt digital hps 2ith cooltube 6
6in fan/filter
1gallon bubble bags

talk to some buddies and see if anybodys willing to house a few plants for you. i used to lend out my gear to friends in need who would return the favor when i was in need. im growing for a buddies mom with end stage leukemia who was too sick to grow. in my opinion, medical needs always takes precedence. good luck with the grow

thats realy nice of you ylem but as i stated above i dnt takkto opl here and the only person ide trust for this lives 1000 miles away back in ohio where i usto live
and im hopeing she just lets me have my mamas its not even like im going to have a bunch i wa/na keeo 2 moms and take 2 clones from each so i vcan have 4 to harvest

hey everyone that has read this

im happy to tell youall that the grow will continue though it is with almost no money behind itbut it will continue after much debate in the house ill be starting again after this girl is done flowering

the next grow will be set like this due to akmost no money
tent 48/20/60
4ft t5s grow and bloom
6in inline fan for exaust
ozium for smell
happy frog soil
jamaican guano
mexican guano
and 3 gallon grow bags

strains
1x bubblegum kush
1x pineapple express
1x lil devel (auto)
1x la diva (auto)

plan for grow
going to start the 2 autos under a 150 hps and the bubblegum kush and pineapple express under the t5s and when i harvest the autos im going to place the outhe 2 under the 150 to keep as mothers and do clones under t5s till harves
but im always open to ideas so if nebody could help that would be great

hey everyone

I know a bunch of you felt bad just as I did when I was going threw all this but now I am glad to say we have overcome a lot in the last month I am currently a lil over a week into my new grow from seed if you would like to check it out and comment or even give advice the link is in my sig

pedro420 said:

i have thought about that but i dont talk to nebody where i live thats why i feel safe doing it but the only thing she is worried bout is the baby and i keep trying to tell her if i can buy these few upgrades that nobofy woukd be able to smell it even if someone came over ive been trying my best to find good products at a low price and i can afford what i need if i go through virtual sun hydroponics but ive posted threads and on the deals threads about virtualsun and nobody can give me ne ifo bout them pro&uct wise so idk if i want to order from them or nit

do any of you kno a good reliable place to get things at a low price
im lookin for
400watt digital hps 2ith cooltube 6
6in fan/filter
1gallon bubble bags

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Glad to hear thing are going to work out... Here's a place with awesome prices and they stand behind there products 100%..... heres the link....
http://www.htgsupply.com/

bummer dude. if you have any REALLY GOOD friends, maybe you can do a co-op. you provide some equipment and time, they provide a spot to do it and whatever else. I hate to see anyone go with out.


*edit- really? you dont know anyone else there that smokes? damn it seems like everybody here does it....

hey everyone

I accualy know a bunch of people that smoke but nobody I trust like that
Htg is where I get a lot of my stuff demand theatre great

We have accualy figured it all out I'm currently about 3 Weeks in to my grow now just doing it at my home the way I see it if nebody specs findout they will not leave unless it's in a box I know the fed people Ivan trust to know what's going on and they live here

aloha.....