New, blue, and need an angel

Hello everyone! I am new to this site in hope to find a special person with a heart willing to take a chance and help me with my chronic pain. I used to be a moto-X rider and crashed pretty badly when I was a teen. The next 35 yrs. have been absolute HELL as I struggled with immense pain all of these years. I finally am getting help from the VA (Navy for a short time) and am taking alot of Morphine Sulfate for this pain and Klonopin for helping me sleep. Problem is, I am now dependant on these meds. and need an alternative.

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