I need adderal

I was addicted to street amphetamines for 8 years , every day from 8 am till 10pm at night id eat bombs of amphetamine , i could sit here for weeks telling you fucked up storys of things , i quit when i got a girl pregnant . Ive never been my normal self since , i am now literally a zombie in my body , i need amphet to function , ive done nearlly ten years without any drugs except weed but my craving for amphet is stronger than its ever been .its been 6 years without any amphet , but i cant forget that stuff ( its never been meth ampthet ) just the normal street stuff you snort ) last time i took amphet i was with a super fine chick , the kind of girl you would marry , as of now im nearlly 16 stone with major health problems and i wouldnt stand a chance with a girl like that .i cant function in society without amphet , ive been a recluse for 1o years , my daughter is now 10 and shes never known me as a person just a zombie .
I need a prescription drug like adderal to function , im not joking im a living zombie , i have spent 10 years doing nothing .
Everyone said things will get better with time but they havent , i took a adderal tablet from a street friend and my life came back to me , i cl;eaned my house , i started listeninjg to music again , i had confidence , i was on top of the world again . Where can i get it in the uk ?

I thought I had mono for a entire year once,turns out I just really bored

Try juicing, veggies and fruits, try and reset your body into a more natural rhythm.

I know what adderal can do to people , but keep the faith.

Look into some RC's. I would try as Someacdude said first that way it would be natural. However, I have tried Noopept and found that it does work as it states.

You guys realyy cant undestand , without some kind of boost i am a non functioning living waste . With amphetamine i am the best looking most confident person you will ever meet , i am a person worth living for , without the amphetamine im a hopeless shell .
The moment i have amphet in my blood stream , i become super confident , i feel like the best looking guy in the world , i can literally talk women into bed every day .
The moment i take amphet , im a different person , i can concentrate , i can tidy my house , i can take my daughter the cinema , i can go down the pub for a pint , i can be normal ...ivedone nerlly ten years without , and its not gone away i need amphet and adderal is the best thing i can think of .how can i get it in the uk

I completely understand... If I had an unlimited supply Vyvanse or some other form of legal Amphetamine, then I'm confident I could rule the world. Don't let it get to you though. You're simply over thinking about yourself off of it. I had to stop taking it because my blood flow got so fucked up my dick looked like a vienna sausage inverted (no I'm not black, but I'm certainly not Irish). The shit is bad for you. Do some roxy, and get over it.

You'll never kick the habit if you already have your mind made up you can't be without it.

Fake it till you make it. If you're a zombie, go out and do stuff even if you don't feel like it.

maybe you should look to mother nature . Try pure Ginseng root it well give you energy but not the high .

Amphets wreak havoc on both physical and psychological levels,,you did them off the street for 8 yrs solid.Having gone without for 6 yrs is a while, but just as with heroin or cocaine your probably never going to stop craving them because you gave yourself a dependancy issue.You dont want to go on feeling this way do you?If not,then you should seriously consider help.At leaste you can cut down on some of the cravings but I dont think they will ever go away altogether,unless you have a life changing breakthrough that would fill the void you may be experiencing.If I were you,I would seek help,get involved with something that truely interests you,thats if you were to actualy desire stepping away from going back on amphet.

Been there, I used to take Adderal for "fun" that turned into me taking about 140mg per day but "functioning fine." I would go to school, work, do my daily things without issue (and smoke a LOT of bud because lets be real, you can smoke fucking SHIT LOADS of weed on adderal LOL.) Life was fine and dandy and it didnt really click that I had an issue until I noticed my friends being irritable and lazy fucks without it. I was down to about 130lbs and I am almost 6' tall.. Its been about 4 years since my "binge" and I stopped cold turkey for a few years, I take it every once in a while now, but only like 20mg at a time if I feel like taking it at all. I function fine without it now but I really wanted it while I was quiting.. I guess the point I am trying to make is if you keep thinking to yourself that you NEED it to function, you will NEED it to function. Its all in your head brother. You need to find things to motivate yourself. Maybe try working out more or eating better.

Good luck man, I know the feeling.