Help no Sad emotions After Smoking

I only smoke 7 or 8 grams n my life between 13-14 I smoked a half a gram with my friend and after that I quit but now I have no sad emotions and I don't really feel bad for no one I'm heart cold don't get me wrong I love this feeling but I don't if this is going to become schizophrenia or some shit o n the last time I smoke witch was the half gram was a week after school started whenever that was ! So am I? O n my grandma die a week ago n me n her were best friend we were close n I can only cry if I really want to

yous a bad motherfucker..lol jk

sounds like depression/schizophrenia..heres paxil.xanax and prozac..take 2 times a day and as needed..
come back $oon!

jk again.

but do you have have any depression symptoms?

its got nothing to do with the weed.

the loss of your grandma, numbed your heart (too much pain to deal with (similar to when we get hurt big, (as in huge) the body numbs itself)

No this hAppen way before she passed

I did after the first ttime I smoked I thought about killing myself after the last time I smoked I don't feel sad one but n no I'm not walking around with a smile on face

How old are you? You sound kind of young. If you don't like them effects, then it isn't for you. Good luck.