Figuring Out Life

Hey guys, I'm 18 years old currently unemployed and not getting any type of education at the moment. Have been for about 2 years. I find myself just smoking alot of weed and selling it to compensate for the money. As a career i'd love to move to cali and work with weed, somehow make money off of it but I find that impractical. mostly just from others saying it cant be done. So now im reguessing everything I want to do and I can't think of jack shit. I find myself constantly trying to find out what the purpose of 'Life' is. My life as of now isn't so fullfilling and are we all just on the earth to die? Second question is, how old were you when you figured out what you wanted to be, and did you do it.

We are just another species attempting at surviving I guess... Maybe try figuring out something that would make you happy and getting an education in it. I have recently found a great summer job and have saved up for a car.

Go educate your self until you find direction it will come to you given time but until then use your time well the more you learn the more you will understand.

As for what i wanted to be i don't know i am 38 i do love being a father.

Eksellent said:

We are just another species attempting at surviving I guess... Maybe try figuring out something that would make you happy and getting an education in it. I have recently found a great summer job and have saved up for a car.

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Thats my problem, i LOVE cannabis. Love every single thing about it. It'd make me soo happy to study or work with it but I live in a state where it's still illegal. Cool to hear about your job and car thats the next thing im working on.

I predict that the "legal Cannabis" movement will be rolled up by the Feds in short order. The Feds moving even before the election is an awful sign imo. If you want to make a living growing weed, you'll have to embrace its continuing criminality. cn

CrownMeKing said:

Thats my problem, i LOVE cannabis. Love every single thing about it. It'd make me soo happy to study or work with it but I live in a state where it's still illegal. Cool to hear about your job and car thats the next thing im working on.

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Learn everything you can, from atoms to Achilles. Don't chase the dream it never ends.....

i dont work my job because i want to do it.. i do it because i have to do it instead of trying to find the "purpose of life" just live it man.. dont worry when i was 18 i was in jail, youre doin good man