Hi, I'm new in this forum. Not sure you will read my message. Anyway, I'm looking to grow my own. I've been looking at website you mentioned such as seedsman and etc. I'm looking to order it seedsman, but I'm a little bit paranoid, I can't but to worry could it really be delivered all the way from Europe to this country. I wish you could share your experience with me..sorry for the lengthy post. Cheers