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Hi everyone i'm a newbie here, been a half time grower since hs at agg work experience so it was mostly house plants then some patches here n there over 18 acres.
Right now i germ my seeds from last yr which are mostly sativa crossed with a canadian chunky bud from jordan oft isle's so i will grow any one to maturity if its a girl, how can ya not let her be all she can cuz its genes that determine the plants size and what your gonna get imo.....im no expert i make zero claims of a high degree of mj growing knowld i usually do ok but i dised it by accident how i am forgetting NOT to start seedlings in nute rich medium/soil uhhhhhhh sum1 kill me plzzzzzzz.
Well so now i got a dozen 4 inch burnt/yellow/white/miniature sized lol leaf girls soooo i wanna shoot thy self. I once did DWC kinda ok just the roots ended tan color not white , but it was WWidow so nice ass strain in many ways.
So thnx in advance for all the quest's i may ask sum of u guys yaddayadda. I truly love walking thru a row of 6' girl's my hands touching them with envy not just love so i'l talk soon here or feel welcome to rag my shit too I'm here to enjoy this time also, but yeah i wanna get it good next week as i germ new babes seaya...