Jimmy Luffnan
Well-Known Member
Ive just started smoking again every now and then, slowly adjusting myself back into the 'world of stone'... and as much as I love getting high and laughing, talking shit, thinking about things in great depth... every now and then... your mind will wander into the 'fear' side of marijuana...![Shocked :shock: :shock:](/styles/smilies/icon_eek.gif)
Some people get paranoid about police kicking in their door, ghosts, all kinds of shit... but for me personally I dont suffer that kind of paranoia...
My mind starts to bend about the fact that ANYTHING... ANYTHING at all could happen right now... right this very instant... a meteorite could smash through the ceiling, a bunch of maniacs with machetes could kick through the door, aliens could land... I mean the possibilities are endless.... but the part that scares me the most....... is would I be able to get my shit together to deal with the situation or would I just completely freak out and go into shock!!!![Shocked :shock: :shock:](/styles/smilies/icon_eek.gif)
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lol
When I go out and get pissed with my mates... I never get really trashed because if shit goes down, its alot easier to kick some heads when your still reasonably sober than not.
So I guess Im a little bit of a control freak... so when Im baked I feel like Im letting my guard down... which gets into my 'inner stoner fears' at times![Embarassed :oops: :oops:](/styles/smilies/icon_redface.gif)
So what is it that gets you 'uncomfortable' sometimes when you get stoned?
And do you have a way to put it at ease?![Peace :peace: :peace:](/styles/smilies/peace.gif)
![Shocked :shock: :shock:](/styles/smilies/icon_eek.gif)
Some people get paranoid about police kicking in their door, ghosts, all kinds of shit... but for me personally I dont suffer that kind of paranoia...
My mind starts to bend about the fact that ANYTHING... ANYTHING at all could happen right now... right this very instant... a meteorite could smash through the ceiling, a bunch of maniacs with machetes could kick through the door, aliens could land... I mean the possibilities are endless.... but the part that scares me the most....... is would I be able to get my shit together to deal with the situation or would I just completely freak out and go into shock!!!
![Shocked :shock: :shock:](/styles/smilies/icon_eek.gif)
![Shocked :shock: :shock:](/styles/smilies/icon_eek.gif)
![Shocked :shock: :shock:](/styles/smilies/icon_eek.gif)
When I go out and get pissed with my mates... I never get really trashed because if shit goes down, its alot easier to kick some heads when your still reasonably sober than not.
So I guess Im a little bit of a control freak... so when Im baked I feel like Im letting my guard down... which gets into my 'inner stoner fears' at times
![Embarassed :oops: :oops:](/styles/smilies/icon_redface.gif)
So what is it that gets you 'uncomfortable' sometimes when you get stoned?
And do you have a way to put it at ease?
![Peace :peace: :peace:](/styles/smilies/peace.gif)