Thanks, everyone for helping me make a decision.
I've had a problem these last couple of years with stealing from large companies, nothing big, but small stuff, justifying it as me being some kind of Robin Hood and giving these things to family or friends who need them.
I'm not hard up on cash like I was a few years ago, but it's a bad habit to continue. It's a little bit of a mental illness I think too, I often think of scenarios of how to rob others. Never from the poor but people I know that have abused the system to gain profit. It's like Robin Hood syndrome, is that even a thing? It is also a rush of adrenaline, maybe that is why so many people with large amounts of money are corrupt, they want more to keep feeding that rush.
This has helped with my writing actually which has been a nice bonus. The other problem I have is posting in the politics section on this site, I really want Biden to win so I'm forced to never go there again(side bet with another member here).
Anyways, thanks to all here for listening and giving positive feedback to broken people like me who sometimes need guidance in areas where I struggle.