yellowcrocodile
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I was a regular stoner for 25 years. Then quit in 2003 for health reasons. In 2012, after my health problems disappeared I started up again. After smoking again in 2012, I wanted to insure I didn’t become a regular smoker. But that didn’t happen. I became a daily stoner and that doesn’t work for me. I start to wake and bake. Or I use it to avoid work or use it when I hate what I’m doing. I use it for escape, I used it for pleasure, I used it for boredom. Since I don’t regulate it well, and inhale more than I should, It made me very tired the next day. I hate the hangovers. I would go through periods of only smoking 1/3 a gram at night, and that would work well, but then the dosage would creep up and then it sucked. I quite 7 weeks ago and the withdrawals have subsided. My life is better now. I like being sober. As a daily stoner, my day centered on thinking about getting stoned. Going off weed wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. I’m in Oregon and I have easy access to CBD and CBD really helped me ease off THC gently with little withdrawals. So if I get back into a habit, I have the will power and the means to ease off again.
I know that I can’t be a weekend smoker, because it will lead back to daily toking – and I don’t want to do that. I also don’t like it when I travel and need to look for weed. So I’ve been thinking this…
I want to return to Cannabis but only twice a month (and only ½ gram on those days, and perhaps less, since my tolerance will be way down.) I would skip a month now and then to insure “I don’t need it.” I want to use it for personal growth - “spiritual” retreats – hikes in the woods, exciting day travels, seeing the world afresh, helping with life changes. I can’t forget the great stone I had in 2012 after not smoking for 9 years. It was exciting, fresh, breath-taking – so much more exciting than smoking every day. I loved the new insights it gave me that day (or thought it gave me). By becoming a daily stoner, I lose all of that - it’s not exciting and it becomes a burden.
Has anyone used it so sparingly, after being a daily smoker and have succeeded?
Any insights and tips, appreciated.
I know that I can’t be a weekend smoker, because it will lead back to daily toking – and I don’t want to do that. I also don’t like it when I travel and need to look for weed. So I’ve been thinking this…
I want to return to Cannabis but only twice a month (and only ½ gram on those days, and perhaps less, since my tolerance will be way down.) I would skip a month now and then to insure “I don’t need it.” I want to use it for personal growth - “spiritual” retreats – hikes in the woods, exciting day travels, seeing the world afresh, helping with life changes. I can’t forget the great stone I had in 2012 after not smoking for 9 years. It was exciting, fresh, breath-taking – so much more exciting than smoking every day. I loved the new insights it gave me that day (or thought it gave me). By becoming a daily stoner, I lose all of that - it’s not exciting and it becomes a burden.
Has anyone used it so sparingly, after being a daily smoker and have succeeded?
Any insights and tips, appreciated.